As Sunday approaches I believe your wonderful family, as well as friends and acquaintances are sending you love and strength to get through the day. I know I am!
Just wanted to send some love…I’m thinking of you guys. I’m praying this weekend stays beautiful…so that when you see the sun you think of Jacquie’s smile and when you feel the sun you remember Jacquie’s warm heart…and when you can’t hold back the tears you think of rainbows…because you need the rain (your tears) and the sunshine (Jax’s spirit) to get a rainbow. Jax I miss you!! Ciao Bella’s I love you and know that we may not all be together this weekend but our hearts are close!! xoxo…believing Ashey
Hello Hirsch Family,I just wanted to let you guys know, i made an appointment on Monday September 28th, to get my “believe” tattoo in honor of jacquie :)i will certainly be stopping in to the gym that night to show you guys, and i promise to take tons of pictures! I cant wait to physically have jacquie with me, with every step i take.i love you guys, and i miss you- all four of you.always believing<3
Hi Jac. I dreamt about you last night and it made me really happy. It felt like you were right here with us again. I can’t believe it’s been almost a whole year…feels like just yesterday. But the impending date has made me reminisce about all the wonderful memories we shared together at Geneseo. I was looking at the pictures in your ’Back in Geneseo’ album on Facebook and couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. My 21st birthday that you surprised me for = ) and the ridiculous ’Box-o-Fun’ pictures of TJ and Adam. That night stands out in my mind as one of the funniest moments of Geneseo. You and I just sat on the porch of 14 Court after the bar, eating left-over pasta, while they attempted to hopscotch all the way down to Route 63 (didn’t make it very far haha). These memories, and all the others keep me going when it seems too hard to comprehend that you are not here. I still think about you just as much now as I did nearly two years ago. Not a day goes by that I don’t remember your beautiful face or thank God for blessing me with such an amazing friend. I’ll never forget the private conversations we shared or the advice you bestowed upon me in the short time we lived together before your diagnosis. So THANK YOU for having the strength to be such a caring, selfless person and for helping me to lead a more meaningful life. I LOVE YOU Jac and that will never change. I’ll see you in my dreams. Love Stephanie (your Dini weenie)
Dear Hirsch’s & family,As the date no one wants to come gets closer, I just wanted to let you know that there are people out there supporting you that you have never even met (myself). It breaks my heart to read your sorrow and I, along with so many others, wish there was some magic to take it away. Make use of the huge support system you have as things get harder. You continue to amaze me as a family, I believe that you were strong before all of this but I am sure it has brought you closer. My thoughts and prayers are with you this weekend.Erica
May God be with you as this terrible date approaches. I wish you love and support as you go through the constant pain. Jacquie is an Angel above, one that is teaching all the children just like she had always planned.My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Hi Hirsch Fam- I just want you to know how much I love and care about you all! You amaze me everyday. Jacquies love, strength and determindness is radiated through each of your actions each day. Miss you very much and thinking about you and Jaxs constantly. xoxoxo Casey
September 6th is coming soon, my heart is aching. It is a day I will never forget. My beautiful friend was given the wings of an angel on this day. She left us here on earth to watch over us in heaven. I hope you are not dissapointed in me when you look down and see my tears. My tears don’t stop because this time hasn’t healed my wounds. You leave signs for me everywhere and I still hear your laugh. I will forever Believe.
we all miss you more than words can say jac. so often i go to your website and click on “guestbook” then click on “add a new message” and i just stare at the blank message screen. i don’t know why for so long i could pore out the longest messages ever to you, forcing myself to stop writing, even though i had so much to say. and now i feel like i can’t even get the simplest thoughts so. sometimes i think maybe it’s a defense mechanism, my brain subconsciously stopping my heart from unleashing everything i’ve been feeling over the past 23 months. i know i say this all the time, but i really just hope you know how much i miss you and how much i continue to love and admire you. i haven’t had a dream with you in it (that i can remember at least) in some time, and i just want to so bad. you truly were one in a million jac, and you are sorely sorely missed. keep sending us signs, especially to your family… this weekend is going to be one of the hardest. i love you and think of you all the time. and of course, i miss you. miss you so so much. xoxo <3 delisha <3 xoxo
I’ve been seeing things and remembering moments that make me think of you so much lately. I automatically think of how I can’t wait to tell you something and when I realize that I can’t…I get really upset. Last night I tried something different-I told you what I wanted to tell you-and instead of getting upset I laughed and I knew that you were there cracking up along with me. What I wouldn’t give to be able to hear your laugh… Miss you SO much <3
Hi! I’m glad that I got to run an errand for my new boss…haha…and see you all at the gym this past weekend. I love you sooo much and am always thinking of you and saying a prayer that your hearts are filled with strength…especially over the next week or so! If you need anything at all please don’t hesitate to call me! xoxoxo. Ash
Hi Sharon,Thank you so much for responding to my email. I was so happy to share my dream date with Jacquie with you and the rest of the family. Please know we are all still here for you and as the dreaded date comes I know we will all do something in our own ways to honor her memory. Still believing,Liz (brace)
Jax I miss you so very, very much !!! You would be really proud of TJ and Mom. Please find a way to wake me, give me a kiss, and tell me you are home – even if its in my dreams. Loving you forever.
Thinking of you all each and every day. Jacquie, I miss you more than anything. I will ALLways believe in you and ALLways keep in you in my heart <3Love,Mandz
I’ve been thinking of all 4 of you Hirsch’s alot latley and hope your doing well, I know its a tough time of the year right now but Jax will live in all of your and our hearts forever..Always believing, Now and Forevermore <3 Love, Caitlin
Dear Sharon, When I saw you yesterday, I wanted to give you a hug, but was afraid to. I know Sept 6 is approaching, I wanted to tell you that we have all been thinking about your family, but I was afraid to hurt your feeling. Thanks for being there for all other kids every day. I know it is hard, but Jackie must be proud of you. My girls enjoy coming to the gym. Thanks for everything, and thanks for your smiles. Nothing can alleviate your pain, but you can still make Jackie proud of you. Be strong.
Jacquie, I just keep playing the song, “Sissy’s Song” over and over again right now, and cant help but cry. I miss you Jax, we all miss you so much. I just wanted to say thankyou for always being there for me when I sit at my bench and talk to you. I love you with all my heart. ALWAYS believing, Natalie Maranto
i need you now more than ever jax, please find a way to keep me safe… ..i will ALWAYS remember you, ALWAYS miss you, ALWAYS love you and ALWAYS BELIEVE.
it’s not right and it never will be…i hate all the pain that is felt by so many. you should be here making everyone smile and laugh with you….it is not right.
i know that as each day passes it gets harder and harder. like ive said 1000x before, i wish i had some magic words to make it go away or to soothe the pain. but as sadie said, sometimes there are no words. just know you are ALL in our hearts and thoughts and prayers all of the time, and so many of us are plagued by an extra heavy heart as the 6th draws closer. i love you, in my heart & on my mind 24/7 xoxo <3 alicia <3 xoxo
Sharon, Torey and TJ, You continue to be a source of inspiration to our family. If only we could take away some of your pain. Torey, thank you for attending Molly’s graduation party. It meant so much to her and to all of us. We know how difficult it must have been for you. Thinking of you always ~
Sharon, Torey, TJ, Always keeping you close in thoughts and prayers for each new day . You are a wonderful courageous family and admired by so many for your courage and strength. Love Gene, Marcia and family
Sharon, I know that September 6th is a day you are dreading …I want you to know that I will never understand what you are feeling but I do know the pain of losing someone and having to face that certain day and how hard that is. My heart will be with you and your whole family…I know there are going to be alot of people grieving with you that day…try and find some comfort knowing how many people will be remembering Jacquie and her amazing life!! On the anniversary of my Mom’s death I always take off of work…I couldn’t imagine going in and having to see people who didn’t know her or don’t know what I am going through that day. Don’t feel alone or be afraid…you are allowed to be upset…as long as you Torey and TJ are together doing something that Jacquie loved you will be okay and you will make it through the day! I am always here for you! I love you. xoxo, Ashley
It’s been so long since I’ve written, almost a year…and it’s not any easier. I miss her more and more with each passing day, words can’t even describe. I love my family so much and I’ve never been so proud of the way we are honoring Jacquie’s life. She, too, would be proud of all of our hard work and dedication. We will find a cure, one way or another. We will fight for those who are living through this nightmare with the hope that they will live a long, healthy life. I miss you, Jax. I love you and I promise to keep fighting. I know you’re always with us, keeping us safe, and helping us move forward. We BELIEVE!
there is not a day that goes by that i do not think of you Jacquie. I’m getting ready to head off to school on saturday, and to be honest I’m fairly nervous. But then i think about you, and how hard you fought, and how you never gave up, and i know that i’ll be able to make it through this big change in my life and so much more. Thank you for being so strong, and for being the little angel on my shoulder that keeps me safe. i love you and i miss you. <3
Sharon, Torey, TJ and beautiful Jacquie,Sadie said what I feel so often…”sometimes there are no words”, just know we are caring about you. I believe in you and all that continue to do with each new moment and second. Love, Sara and family
i don’t know how many of you listen to jimi hendrix, but i used to a lot more than i do now. and on the radio this one song came on that i haven’t heard in years, and the second i heard the instrumental part of it, i was like, why haven’t i thought of this song earlier? it reminds me so much of jacquie. it’s called, fly on little wing. “Well shes walking through the clouds With a circus mind thats running roundButterflies and zebrasAnd moonbeams and fairy talesThats all she ever thinks aboutRiding with the wind.When Im sad, she comes to meWith a thousand smiles, she gives to me freeIts alright she says its alrightTake anything you want from me, anythingAnything.Fly on little wing,” we all miss you so much beautiful, and i know with september 6th creeping closer, it is getting harder and harder for all of us. please keep watching over us, especially your family, and reminding us you’re here and you’re okay. we need you so much. i love you
Remembering everything…thinking of you all…always caring and always with you, ahead, behind and next too! Sending a hand hold and some extra strength. Love, Sara
Sharon: It breaks my heart when I read your entries knowing how much pain you are going through. Always remember you are dearly loved & needed by your friends & especially your family.
Sharon, Tor 1 & Tor 2, I’m sorry I haven’t written as much as I’d like… but I hope you know that I am always believing and always loving/thinking of you all. Sharon, your updates are always so comforting because I feel so blessed to be a part of your prayers, words, and conversations with Jax. My dad had a great time at the Cruise against Cancer…his bike isn’t the most “bling bling” but he loved polishing it up and showing it off (trust me!). Mr. H – I hope you guys get to take a ride sometime soon! I have new kids this year…and along with their many questions, the 1st day of school they were all asking me what my purple bracelet says and why I wear it (and I love teaching and preaching about Jax – the BEST teacher). Miss you all – all my love. xoxo Nicki
Tomorrow is the big 5K race that Mindy and I (along with 2 others) have been preparing for all summer. With this 5K benefiting the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, I know that all 4 of us, along with all of the other runners and walkers, will be looked down upon by the most beautiful angel. Torey, it was great to see you at Megan’s grad party and I wish that you were able to do the race with us tomorrow, but know that we will try so hard to make you all so proud!A true believer,much love always,Cassey Stallman
TGIF!! I’m at work (working hard of course) aka gazing out the window wishing I was out in the beautiful sun…and of course thoughts of Jacquie flood my mind!! I just wanted you guys to know that I am thinking of you always…and that I love you tons!! xoxoxoalwaysbelievingxoxoxoxo Ashley
Dear all, I love to hear about the ball and am so sad that I could not make it. I know how proud Jacquie was and is. My dearest Hirsch’s, you can take pride in all that you do to honor our Jax. I wish that I could take away the pain. Please know that I am here (as are millions of others) and she is so missed. But, she will never be forgottten. She ahas changed so many lives and had such a positive impact on others. BELIEVE in yourselves. I love you always and miss you terribly.
If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author and everyday you have the opportunity to write a new page Dear Sharon, Torey, and TJ, By reading the update, it seems like each day slowly gets more difficult. This quote kind of stood out to me because life is not over. Life is given to each and every one of us once and we have to take that time that we have and make the best of it before our time is through. Jacquie wants all three of you to continue life because she knows, I know, and you know that life has its ups and downs. Some downs can be worse than others, and some ups can be better than others, but thats life. All I want is for all of you to not give up, ever. Jacquie is looking down at you and she wants you to live life and keep going because she knows you are strong and even though sadness will sometimes hit you and overcome you, you will replace that with strength because that is what she wants. Keep fighting, keep believing, and keep going strong. I believe in all of you, believe in yourself. I love you all with all my heart, Natalie Maranto
I’ve been meaning to write this for awhile…i was at the rascal flatts concert, which already made me think about jacquie. so i’m waiting in line at the bathroom and these people behind me were talking about how they went to North, which again made me think of jacquie. A second later I hear a crunch under my foot, look down, and see I’m standing on a bag of “Jax’s” (a cheese puff snack i believe) I had never even heard of them before…it made me smile, she was definitely saying hi 🙂
Hello Hirsch Family, we miss you all tremendously, i hope you had an amanzing time at the Tinkerball! We heard it was a blast. lily- hi torey and sharon and tj, i cant wait to see you soon. i hope you drop by our practices during the fall. i havent seen both of you since high school gymnastic sectionals. i dont know if you heard, but i ended up getting 11th in the state on floor for high school. i got a 9.325! i just wanted to thank you for coaching me, if it wasnt for you two then i wouldnt have gone to states and done so well. thanks guys i love you lots. hope your summer has been great. believing always, the jagodzinski/perusich family.
TGIF!! Sharon, I couldn’t agree more the TINKERBALL was amazing…I’m already trying to find a dress for next years! I know Jacquie was smiling all night and laughing at us. I was and am so proud to say that I was at the Tinkerball (and even won the best painting there… atleast in my opinion)!! I’m allllways believing and it’s events like the Tinkerball that proved that all of WNY is believing too!! xo Ashley
sharon, it was so good to hear from you. i was glad to hear you are back to work. please keep trying to do thing that matter to you. i will call in a few weeks to see how you are, like you i still think about gary all the time, but you have to go on. love elaine
This happened about 2 weeks ago…. I was at the gym (the BAC for women on colvin) and was stretching and was about to leave when Swim came on the radio that is played at the gym. I was so shocked because I have never heard it anywhere other than on my ipod or my computer. So I stayed and stretched through most of the song, and towards the end of it I got up and started to head towards the exit when for the first time I saw a poster for the Tinker-Ball!! she is everywhere. love you all, <3 alicia <3 xoxo
and one more thing, for those of you who don’t know. this song becomes even more special when you know that the lead singer of the band – andrew mcmahon – is a survivor of ALL….. i miss you.
hey hirsch clan and all friends. i’ve been talking about the song Swim for so long – they finally made a music video. PLEASE watch it, everyone, and understand why it means so much to me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afaYzsYUE80
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Judy Redding says:
September 4, 2009 at 9:28 pm -
As Sunday approaches I believe your wonderful family, as well as friends and acquaintances are sending you love and strength to get through the day. I know I am!
Huer says:
September 4, 2009 at 2:00 pm -
Just wanted to send some love…I’m thinking of you guys. I’m praying this weekend stays beautiful…so that when you see the sun you think of Jacquie’s smile and when you feel the sun you remember Jacquie’s warm heart…and when you can’t hold back the tears you think of rainbows…because you need the rain (your tears) and the sunshine (Jax’s spirit) to get a rainbow. Jax I miss you!! Ciao Bella’s I love you and know that we may not all be together this weekend but our hearts are close!! xoxo…believing Ashey
Meg Dressel says:
September 4, 2009 at 12:31 pm -
Hello Hirsch Family,I just wanted to let you guys know, i made an appointment on Monday September 28th, to get my “believe” tattoo in honor of jacquie :)i will certainly be stopping in to the gym that night to show you guys, and i promise to take tons of pictures! I cant wait to physically have jacquie with me, with every step i take.i love you guys, and i miss you- all four of you.always believing<3
Sue P says:
September 4, 2009 at 11:51 am -
Dear Hirsch Family; what a beautiful poem and so fitting. Please know that you & Jacquie are always in my thoughts and heart.
Stephanie Paladini says:
September 4, 2009 at 9:50 am -
Hi Jac. I dreamt about you last night and it made me really happy. It felt like you were right here with us again. I can’t believe it’s been almost a whole year…feels like just yesterday. But the impending date has made me reminisce about all the wonderful memories we shared together at Geneseo. I was looking at the pictures in your ’Back in Geneseo’ album on Facebook and couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. My 21st birthday that you surprised me for = ) and the ridiculous ’Box-o-Fun’ pictures of TJ and Adam. That night stands out in my mind as one of the funniest moments of Geneseo. You and I just sat on the porch of 14 Court after the bar, eating left-over pasta, while they attempted to hopscotch all the way down to Route 63 (didn’t make it very far haha). These memories, and all the others keep me going when it seems too hard to comprehend that you are not here. I still think about you just as much now as I did nearly two years ago. Not a day goes by that I don’t remember your beautiful face or thank God for blessing me with such an amazing friend. I’ll never forget the private conversations we shared or the advice you bestowed upon me in the short time we lived together before your diagnosis. So THANK YOU for having the strength to be such a caring, selfless person and for helping me to lead a more meaningful life. I LOVE YOU Jac and that will never change. I’ll see you in my dreams. Love Stephanie (your Dini weenie)
Erica Morrison says:
September 3, 2009 at 11:34 pm -
Dear Hirsch’s & family,As the date no one wants to come gets closer, I just wanted to let you know that there are people out there supporting you that you have never even met (myself). It breaks my heart to read your sorrow and I, along with so many others, wish there was some magic to take it away. Make use of the huge support system you have as things get harder. You continue to amaze me as a family, I believe that you were strong before all of this but I am sure it has brought you closer. My thoughts and prayers are with you this weekend.Erica
Julie says:
September 3, 2009 at 10:14 pm -
May God be with you as this terrible date approaches. I wish you love and support as you go through the constant pain. Jacquie is an Angel above, one that is teaching all the children just like she had always planned.My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Casey Komm says:
September 3, 2009 at 9:35 pm -
Hi Hirsch Fam- I just want you to know how much I love and care about you all! You amaze me everyday. Jacquies love, strength and determindness is radiated through each of your actions each day. Miss you very much and thinking about you and Jaxs constantly. xoxoxo Casey
Mel says:
September 3, 2009 at 7:48 pm -
Always thinking of you…
Anonymous says:
September 3, 2009 at 4:34 pm -
September 6th is coming soon, my heart is aching. It is a day I will never forget. My beautiful friend was given the wings of an angel on this day. She left us here on earth to watch over us in heaven. I hope you are not dissapointed in me when you look down and see my tears. My tears don’t stop because this time hasn’t healed my wounds. You leave signs for me everywhere and I still hear your laugh. I will forever Believe.
Pauline Cantatore says:
September 3, 2009 at 4:27 pm -
Thinking of you all! Especially Jax I still BELIEVE
aunt val says:
September 3, 2009 at 9:26 am -
loving you all, loving you jacqueline elisabeth hirsch, every day.
Alicia says:
September 2, 2009 at 12:10 pm -
we all miss you more than words can say jac. so often i go to your website and click on “guestbook” then click on “add a new message” and i just stare at the blank message screen. i don’t know why for so long i could pore out the longest messages ever to you, forcing myself to stop writing, even though i had so much to say. and now i feel like i can’t even get the simplest thoughts so. sometimes i think maybe it’s a defense mechanism, my brain subconsciously stopping my heart from unleashing everything i’ve been feeling over the past 23 months. i know i say this all the time, but i really just hope you know how much i miss you and how much i continue to love and admire you. i haven’t had a dream with you in it (that i can remember at least) in some time, and i just want to so bad. you truly were one in a million jac, and you are sorely sorely missed. keep sending us signs, especially to your family… this weekend is going to be one of the hardest. i love you and think of you all the time. and of course, i miss you. miss you so so much. xoxo <3 delisha <3 xoxo
Anonymous says:
September 2, 2009 at 8:57 am -
thank you for the sign on monday. you were exactly what i needed. i love you jax, thank you for giving me all the strength i needed. <3
KC says:
September 1, 2009 at 1:30 pm -
I’ve been seeing things and remembering moments that make me think of you so much lately. I automatically think of how I can’t wait to tell you something and when I realize that I can’t…I get really upset. Last night I tried something different-I told you what I wanted to tell you-and instead of getting upset I laughed and I knew that you were there cracking up along with me. What I wouldn’t give to be able to hear your laugh… Miss you SO much <3
Huer says:
August 31, 2009 at 3:58 pm -
Hi! I’m glad that I got to run an errand for my new boss…haha…and see you all at the gym this past weekend. I love you sooo much and am always thinking of you and saying a prayer that your hearts are filled with strength…especially over the next week or so! If you need anything at all please don’t hesitate to call me! xoxoxo. Ash
Liz Fassl says:
August 31, 2009 at 11:06 am -
Hi Sharon,Thank you so much for responding to my email. I was so happy to share my dream date with Jacquie with you and the rest of the family. Please know we are all still here for you and as the dreaded date comes I know we will all do something in our own ways to honor her memory. Still believing,Liz (brace)
Dad says:
August 29, 2009 at 12:59 am -
Jax I miss you so very, very much !!! You would be really proud of TJ and Mom. Please find a way to wake me, give me a kiss, and tell me you are home – even if its in my dreams. Loving you forever.
Amanda Cavarella says:
August 27, 2009 at 11:05 pm -
Thinking of you all each and every day. Jacquie, I miss you more than anything. I will ALLways believe in you and ALLways keep in you in my heart <3Love,Mandz
Caitlin Burgher says:
August 27, 2009 at 7:11 pm -
I’ve been thinking of all 4 of you Hirsch’s alot latley and hope your doing well, I know its a tough time of the year right now but Jax will live in all of your and our hearts forever..Always believing, Now and Forevermore <3 Love, Caitlin
Anonymous says:
August 27, 2009 at 6:51 pm -
I miss that smile, i miss that Laugh. We miss you soo much, But we will continue to BELIEVE!
The Xu-Friedman Family says:
August 27, 2009 at 1:49 pm -
Dear Sharon, When I saw you yesterday, I wanted to give you a hug, but was afraid to. I know Sept 6 is approaching, I wanted to tell you that we have all been thinking about your family, but I was afraid to hurt your feeling. Thanks for being there for all other kids every day. I know it is hard, but Jackie must be proud of you. My girls enjoy coming to the gym. Thanks for everything, and thanks for your smiles. Nothing can alleviate your pain, but you can still make Jackie proud of you. Be strong.
Rory says:
August 26, 2009 at 11:10 pm -
Anonymous says:
August 26, 2009 at 4:20 pm -
Jacquie, I just keep playing the song, “Sissy’s Song” over and over again right now, and cant help but cry. I miss you Jax, we all miss you so much. I just wanted to say thankyou for always being there for me when I sit at my bench and talk to you. I love you with all my heart. ALWAYS believing, Natalie Maranto
Anonymous says:
August 26, 2009 at 9:07 am -
i need you now more than ever jax, please find a way to keep me safe… ..i will ALWAYS remember you, ALWAYS miss you, ALWAYS love you and ALWAYS BELIEVE.
aunt val says:
August 25, 2009 at 4:20 pm -
it’s not right and it never will be…i hate all the pain that is felt by so many. you should be here making everyone smile and laugh with you….it is not right.
alicia says:
August 25, 2009 at 9:57 am -
i know that as each day passes it gets harder and harder. like ive said 1000x before, i wish i had some magic words to make it go away or to soothe the pain. but as sadie said, sometimes there are no words. just know you are ALL in our hearts and thoughts and prayers all of the time, and so many of us are plagued by an extra heavy heart as the 6th draws closer. i love you, in my heart & on my mind 24/7 xoxo <3 alicia <3 xoxo
The Coakley Family says:
August 24, 2009 at 9:54 am -
Sharon, Torey and TJ, You continue to be a source of inspiration to our family. If only we could take away some of your pain. Torey, thank you for attending Molly’s graduation party. It meant so much to her and to all of us. We know how difficult it must have been for you. Thinking of you always ~
Anonymous says:
August 21, 2009 at 3:07 pm -
Sharon, Torey, TJ, Always keeping you close in thoughts and prayers for each new day . You are a wonderful courageous family and admired by so many for your courage and strength. Love Gene, Marcia and family
Pinchoff says:
August 21, 2009 at 1:33 pm -
Just wanted you all to know you are still in my thoughts and prayers daily…
Huer says:
August 21, 2009 at 8:27 am -
Sharon, I know that September 6th is a day you are dreading …I want you to know that I will never understand what you are feeling but I do know the pain of losing someone and having to face that certain day and how hard that is. My heart will be with you and your whole family…I know there are going to be alot of people grieving with you that day…try and find some comfort knowing how many people will be remembering Jacquie and her amazing life!! On the anniversary of my Mom’s death I always take off of work…I couldn’t imagine going in and having to see people who didn’t know her or don’t know what I am going through that day. Don’t feel alone or be afraid…you are allowed to be upset…as long as you Torey and TJ are together doing something that Jacquie loved you will be okay and you will make it through the day! I am always here for you! I love you. xoxo, Ashley
Cousin - Moo says:
August 20, 2009 at 2:31 pm -
It’s been so long since I’ve written, almost a year…and it’s not any easier. I miss her more and more with each passing day, words can’t even describe. I love my family so much and I’ve never been so proud of the way we are honoring Jacquie’s life. She, too, would be proud of all of our hard work and dedication. We will find a cure, one way or another. We will fight for those who are living through this nightmare with the hope that they will live a long, healthy life. I miss you, Jax. I love you and I promise to keep fighting. I know you’re always with us, keeping us safe, and helping us move forward. We BELIEVE!
Anonymous says:
August 19, 2009 at 10:55 am -
there is not a day that goes by that i do not think of you Jacquie. I’m getting ready to head off to school on saturday, and to be honest I’m fairly nervous. But then i think about you, and how hard you fought, and how you never gave up, and i know that i’ll be able to make it through this big change in my life and so much more. Thank you for being so strong, and for being the little angel on my shoulder that keeps me safe. i love you and i miss you. <3
Sara (albuquerque) says:
August 19, 2009 at 9:31 am -
Sharon, Torey, TJ and beautiful Jacquie,Sadie said what I feel so often…”sometimes there are no words”, just know we are caring about you. I believe in you and all that continue to do with each new moment and second. Love, Sara and family
Sadie says:
August 17, 2009 at 9:23 pm -
Sometimes there just aren’t words… I love you all and think of you constantly. Jax, I miss you more and more each day. Love you.
alicia says:
August 17, 2009 at 2:45 pm -
i don’t know how many of you listen to jimi hendrix, but i used to a lot more than i do now. and on the radio this one song came on that i haven’t heard in years, and the second i heard the instrumental part of it, i was like, why haven’t i thought of this song earlier? it reminds me so much of jacquie. it’s called, fly on little wing. “Well shes walking through the clouds With a circus mind thats running roundButterflies and zebrasAnd moonbeams and fairy talesThats all she ever thinks aboutRiding with the wind.When Im sad, she comes to meWith a thousand smiles, she gives to me freeIts alright she says its alrightTake anything you want from me, anythingAnything.Fly on little wing,” we all miss you so much beautiful, and i know with september 6th creeping closer, it is getting harder and harder for all of us. please keep watching over us, especially your family, and reminding us you’re here and you’re okay. we need you so much. i love you
Sara (albuquerque) says:
August 17, 2009 at 10:39 am -
Remembering everything…thinking of you all…always caring and always with you, ahead, behind and next too! Sending a hand hold and some extra strength. Love, Sara
Sue P says:
August 17, 2009 at 9:24 am -
Sharon: It breaks my heart when I read your entries knowing how much pain you are going through. Always remember you are dearly loved & needed by your friends & especially your family.
Nicki Lagree says:
August 14, 2009 at 9:09 pm -
Sharon, Tor 1 & Tor 2, I’m sorry I haven’t written as much as I’d like… but I hope you know that I am always believing and always loving/thinking of you all. Sharon, your updates are always so comforting because I feel so blessed to be a part of your prayers, words, and conversations with Jax. My dad had a great time at the Cruise against Cancer…his bike isn’t the most “bling bling” but he loved polishing it up and showing it off (trust me!). Mr. H – I hope you guys get to take a ride sometime soon! I have new kids this year…and along with their many questions, the 1st day of school they were all asking me what my purple bracelet says and why I wear it (and I love teaching and preaching about Jax – the BEST teacher). Miss you all – all my love. xoxo Nicki
Cassey Stallman says:
August 14, 2009 at 5:52 pm -
Tomorrow is the big 5K race that Mindy and I (along with 2 others) have been preparing for all summer. With this 5K benefiting the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, I know that all 4 of us, along with all of the other runners and walkers, will be looked down upon by the most beautiful angel. Torey, it was great to see you at Megan’s grad party and I wish that you were able to do the race with us tomorrow, but know that we will try so hard to make you all so proud!A true believer,much love always,Cassey Stallman
Huer says:
August 14, 2009 at 2:13 pm -
TGIF!! I’m at work (working hard of course) aka gazing out the window wishing I was out in the beautiful sun…and of course thoughts of Jacquie flood my mind!! I just wanted you guys to know that I am thinking of you always…and that I love you tons!! xoxoxoalwaysbelievingxoxoxoxo Ashley
sue says:
August 13, 2009 at 2:36 pm -
Dear all, I love to hear about the ball and am so sad that I could not make it. I know how proud Jacquie was and is. My dearest Hirsch’s, you can take pride in all that you do to honor our Jax. I wish that I could take away the pain. Please know that I am here (as are millions of others) and she is so missed. But, she will never be forgottten. She ahas changed so many lives and had such a positive impact on others. BELIEVE in yourselves. I love you always and miss you terribly.
Anonymous says:
August 8, 2009 at 7:38 pm -
If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author and everyday you have the opportunity to write a new page Dear Sharon, Torey, and TJ, By reading the update, it seems like each day slowly gets more difficult. This quote kind of stood out to me because life is not over. Life is given to each and every one of us once and we have to take that time that we have and make the best of it before our time is through. Jacquie wants all three of you to continue life because she knows, I know, and you know that life has its ups and downs. Some downs can be worse than others, and some ups can be better than others, but thats life. All I want is for all of you to not give up, ever. Jacquie is looking down at you and she wants you to live life and keep going because she knows you are strong and even though sadness will sometimes hit you and overcome you, you will replace that with strength because that is what she wants. Keep fighting, keep believing, and keep going strong. I believe in all of you, believe in yourself. I love you all with all my heart, Natalie Maranto
Anonymous says:
August 6, 2009 at 6:52 pm -
I’ve been meaning to write this for awhile…i was at the rascal flatts concert, which already made me think about jacquie. so i’m waiting in line at the bathroom and these people behind me were talking about how they went to North, which again made me think of jacquie. A second later I hear a crunch under my foot, look down, and see I’m standing on a bag of “Jax’s” (a cheese puff snack i believe) I had never even heard of them before…it made me smile, she was definitely saying hi 🙂
Jagodzinski Family says:
August 4, 2009 at 4:23 pm -
Hello Hirsch Family, we miss you all tremendously, i hope you had an amanzing time at the Tinkerball! We heard it was a blast. lily- hi torey and sharon and tj, i cant wait to see you soon. i hope you drop by our practices during the fall. i havent seen both of you since high school gymnastic sectionals. i dont know if you heard, but i ended up getting 11th in the state on floor for high school. i got a 9.325! i just wanted to thank you for coaching me, if it wasnt for you two then i wouldnt have gone to states and done so well. thanks guys i love you lots. hope your summer has been great. believing always, the jagodzinski/perusich family.
Huer says:
July 31, 2009 at 4:29 pm -
TGIF!! Sharon, I couldn’t agree more the TINKERBALL was amazing…I’m already trying to find a dress for next years! I know Jacquie was smiling all night and laughing at us. I was and am so proud to say that I was at the Tinkerball (and even won the best painting there… atleast in my opinion)!! I’m allllways believing and it’s events like the Tinkerball that proved that all of WNY is believing too!! xo Ashley
Elaine Mac says:
July 30, 2009 at 7:59 pm -
sharon, it was so good to hear from you. i was glad to hear you are back to work. please keep trying to do thing that matter to you. i will call in a few weeks to see how you are, like you i still think about gary all the time, but you have to go on. love elaine
Alicia says:
July 30, 2009 at 10:20 am -
This happened about 2 weeks ago…. I was at the gym (the BAC for women on colvin) and was stretching and was about to leave when Swim came on the radio that is played at the gym. I was so shocked because I have never heard it anywhere other than on my ipod or my computer. So I stayed and stretched through most of the song, and towards the end of it I got up and started to head towards the exit when for the first time I saw a poster for the Tinker-Ball!! she is everywhere. love you all, <3 alicia <3 xoxo
sammie says:
July 29, 2009 at 9:47 pm -
and one more thing, for those of you who don’t know. this song becomes even more special when you know that the lead singer of the band – andrew mcmahon – is a survivor of ALL….. i miss you.
lil sammie says:
July 29, 2009 at 9:41 pm -
hey hirsch clan and all friends. i’ve been talking about the song Swim for so long – they finally made a music video. PLEASE watch it, everyone, and understand why it means so much to me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afaYzsYUE80