Just a quick little thanks to Jacquie for helping me make it home today in the blizzard. I keep a picture of her on my dashboard and kept looking at her like “can you believe i have to deal with this” over the 2 bridges I go over to get to work. She keeps me sane in my car. I love you Jacquie. Merry Christmas Hirsch’s! I know it may be tough but everyone is “believing” everywhere this Holiday season!! I love it!!
Hello Hirsch Family,Tomorrow I leave to go back home to the United States. I can not believe that it has been three months already. Coming here was so up in the air after September 6th but I pushed through (just like I knew Jacquie would want me to do) and I came to Barcelona to study. I am so happy that I did, being away from everything gave me the opportunity to figure out my own feelings and deal with this situation on my own. Tomorrow when I fly home I will be wearing my favorite pair of Christmas earrings. They are a pair of tiny silver bells. I have always worn them because I like the sound they make when they move, but now I know they serve a different purpose. Everytime I hear them I think of Tink. Our tink. Hearing them brings a huge smile on my face and so many people have commented on how pretty they sound. After watching the “Tink Interview” link I couldn’t help but laugh when Tink was talking fairy talk because now I know Jacquie is talking to me. I love you all so much and cant wait to return home to the States!!!!Even from 3500 miles away know that I always believe. Love, Justine
Good Late Night (my attempt to be funny, Jax would be giving me that look, and laughing at how corny I am)~ Anyway, every year at the Cemetary where my Mom rests, they have a Christmas Candle Lighting Ceremony. A choir comes, a priest comes, its a really nice little tradition. It’s almost a way to be able to celebrate Christmas with my Mom. And it helps to be teary eyed and crying with other people who are going through the Holidays without someone. So this year the Choir sang a song called “I Believe” What are the odds of that? The whole song was I BELIEVE…I nearly lost it! Jacquie is everywhere…I’m so thankful for that. If you need anything over the Holidays, even a family to have a good solid cry with we are here! I love you guys. xooxox Ashley
Hello Hirsch’s,I couldn’t sleep and like they usually do, my thoughts drifted to Jax and all of you. I know there is no way to ease your pain, but I just wanted to let you know I am out here still believing with everyone…I wish I could have been at that party, it sounds absolutely amazing! Everytime I see something Vera, I think of Jacquie now. I can’t wait until her own line comes out =)ALWAYS BELIEVING,Sarah
Hi Hirsch family!I know I never met Jacquie, but I still read your updates and i simply cannot imagine how difficult this holiday season will be for you all. I’m sure she was a wonderful person and her great family and friends are truly a reflection of her character!I’m really writing because I volunteer at a children’s hospital and a little boy I knew passed away from JMML/AML the day after Halloween. He was four years old. His parents are every bit as amazing as your family, and they have a website like this one that I really think you should see. His mother writes to him every morning and evening on the site, and she is finding a way to make it through the holidays, even with his physical absence. Here is the link: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/brandonpolitoI hope you have a good holiday, as I’m sure Jacquie would want you to!
Sharon and Jacquie too, So mom is here visiting with us and Elise has 2 field trips this week so mom goes along. The first was today, a walking field trip to the museum. We arrive and guess what “free admission today”…how is it we manage to show up to these places on free day?? We laughed and said to one another, we have to tell Sharon. Tomorrow is a walking trip to downtown -so far neither of us have tripped and mom has not fallen. She did see a woman trip over a pole sticking up in the landscape and I missed it! We miss you and we are thinking of you and sending you some extra breaths and extra strength for the moments that are tougher than the already tough moments. We love you. Sara
Sharon- Jacquie’s glow will never fade. I’m always glad to read your updates, even though they usually make my heart hurt- I read the posts from friends and family…… sometimes after reading I visit Jacquie’s Facebook. It makes me smile every time. It’s that glow. Even though she’s not with us here on earth, she can still lift a heavy heart with that glow. It will always be there for you…. She will always be there for you.
Hello Hirsch Family,I hope today finds you in good spirits and doing your best to make it through this very difficult holiday season. Today, I got my ornament and I was so excited b/c I immediately knew what it was. I couldn’t wait to put it on my tree. It’s a beautiful rememberance of Jax. I think of Jacquie all the time, and of course I think of all of you. I continue to pray for all of you and I know that Jacquie is with you, making sure you are ok. Jax- I miss you beautiful girl! It’s amazing how many lives you’ve touched. If I could touch just one person’s life the way you have to so many I would be lucky. I will always believe and continue to believe you are happy and free now.Love always,Melissa
Hi Sharon & Torey,Just the same as Ash, I know I have my fair share of Vera Bradley waiting for me under the tree. I picked out everythnig and anything online that resembled a Vera that Jacquie owned…because that means I can literally bring her with me everywhere. Cait and I both picked out the “little backpack” because Jax ALWAYS substituted a purse for the backpack…she knew how to be practical and stylish all along! I’m using that trademark as my own now (come xmas day). I’m working on my Vera Bradley story now and let me tell you, I’ve got some Jax tricks up my sleeve! It hurt my heart that I couldn’t be there that day for the party…it hurts even more to be so physically far away from Jax. But I know she is the creator of the constant “believe” logo at macys & juicy, vera party, tink movie and more – she is bringing joy to our lives in more ways that we can see.We are all blessed to have a little “JAX” in all of us.I love & miss everyone,Nickia.k.a. Jax’s dance partner in crime
Dear Sharon… I am praying for you daily right now…may the Lord wrap His loving arms around you and your family this holiday season… and hold all of you tightly…keeping you safe and protected in His care… May He give you the Peace that transcends all understanding…so your broken heart this season is able to open up to others and that you may share in the joy of the season with one another… This holiday along with many others will be very hard… there are things we do… that are associated with the holidays that we’ve done with our families for many years….and everytime you go to do them…you’ll be reminded of missing Jacquie…it is normal and expected ….especially this first year…It been my experience… that although the hurt doesn’t ever go away…over time you begin to accept that she is gone…This acceptance is healthy and necessary to be able to go on…( that candle symbolized acceptance) don’t ever feel guilty about accepting the reality that she is in heaven and waiting for all of you….but one thing is for sure….you will always feel the love you have for her today…that will not lessen…and your amazing memory of who she is and what she has taught everyone will always be fresh in your heart and mind….FOREVER….. May I make a suggestion this year? The precious gifts you planned to give Jacquie this Christmas could be useful to many… possibly given to someone who truely needs them…like The Cornerstone Manor…which is a place where battered wives and children go to escape abuse….They arrive at the shelter with nothing… I’m certain you will feel so much better after going down there…telling your story and why you’ve decided to give them to someone in need…I know Jacquie will be smiling just knowing that you’ve helped someone during this season…just as she would have done if she could….I’ve heard so many people say it was always the small things Jacquie did for others that meant the most to them….You be her vessel…and carry those gifts somewhere to be given from her…. Sharon… I will pray daily that the Lord will give you the strength to get out of bed everyday and continue to make a difference in this world…if not for yourself…for Jacquie… You are an amazing woman and we thank you for sharing with us your heart…and allowing us in some small way to be of support and encouragement to you… I love you and wish you a peaceful Christmas with your very closest family and friends….You can lean on them… May God Bless You, Torey and TJ….
Jax- Yes! I went to the Vera Bradely party, and it was so fun! Once I heard about it, I marked it right on my calender, and I seriously could not wait to go! So I get there, and my mom, and me, and my brother, were all amazed at the litte christmas decorations, and then we came to the glory Jax, the purses! It was so cool. I have actually never been to any sort of purse party, and I loved it. I actually got a wallet…its like brown and yellow and orange, and so pretty! We also got my sister a makeup bag, and we got my neighbor a wallet and a bag too! We just simply could not stop buying things! We talked to your mom, and she still seems really sad Jacquie. Just make sure you are always secretly talking to her, and keep telling her that she cant waste any day, and that she is such an amazing mom, and that you are so greatful to have a mother like her. So then we were paying for all of our Vera stuff, and your brother comes! We talk for a bit, and he is wondering why my brother is at a purse party?!?! Well he didnt mind too much for coming, but you know how brothers are 🙂 We were just leaving and we ran into your dad. He seems to be doing a bit better. I know he will pull through this, but make sure also that he is okay. He told my mom and I that he will sometimes sneak into his office while he is coaching just to go and think about you. They all miss you so much, and my family and I miss you too! You should have seen all of the people at the party! WOW! I was amazed, and they all love YOU Jax. And we all miss YOU. You are such an important person to so many people, and we still wish you were here, brightening up everyones days. After going to the party, I just felt…good. I felt like I have made you and your family happy. I feel like my presence at your party made your dad, mom, and brother happy, and I know it made you happy, and thats all that counts! I am always thinking of you, no matter what! I BELIEVE TINKERBELL 🙂 With great love, Natalie Maranto PS- THIS PARTY WAS THE BEST & NO OTHER PARTY WILL TOUCH THIS ONE! =)
Happy Holidays Hirsch’s, Hi TJ, Torey, and Sharon. We just wanted to wish you a great holiday season. Also we just wanted to say that we are always thinking about your family, And we will always have Jacquie in our hearts. WE WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE. Hope to see you all soon 🙂 love, Lily, Jack, and Kit
Jacquie- OMG I CAN’T STOP BUYING VERA!!!! I’ve bought 13 handbags in the last 3 months! I can’t help it, they remind me of you and your beautiful smile. So I was wondering if you could help me out. Please give me a little self control so I don’t break the bank ;). I’m running out of hiding places for them so Matt doesn’t really know how many I have. I wish you were here so badly not only so I can share with you when I get a great deal on a bag but so I could use some of your closet space to stash some of them! I miss you SO much and I think about you every day. I still cry, often, and now that Christmas is approaching it is VERY real that you are not here. I hope that was you talking to Olivia the other night. I BELIEVE it was. Please visit us. I want to feel you around me and especially Olivia. I want to BELIEVE she can see you. I want to BLIEVE you can FINALLY play with her. I love you so much and I will do everything I can until it’s my time to be with you to never let your memory fade. You are forever my “sister of the heart”. I love you.
Good Afternoon, I’m so happy to hear how great the Vera Party went, my Dad said there were a ton of people there!!! I am also pretty certain I will have a great Vera gift under the Christmas tree this year!! I am still sad I wasn’t able to make it, but the girls filled me in on how great the party was and I know Jax loved it!! I (and I’m sure all the other girls) still remember last year when we got to celebrate Christmas with Jacquie! We got to come over to the new house and give Jax some gifts!! I think LaGrees wierd Monkey toy was the best gift Jacquie got lol! I wish that we could do that again this year. I know the Holidays are going to be hard for you. So I will make sure to say a prayer that the day is filled with Jacquie’s memory…and I bet if you watch the Macy’s day parade this year…BELIEVE will be all over it!! Love you! xoxo Ashley
Im sure the “four corners” (as the long time residents refer to it, not these clarence center wannabes from williamsville who move around the corner from me when im not around to enjoy my new neighbors)… anyways,,,im sure the four corners had a big bright light the other night for vera and her friends… hi to all…have to work now…
I haven’t writtten in a while. I am so thankful to all of you who supported jacquie at the vera party. I know that it was difficult for Sharon and I am so proud of her, as would be Jacquie. What a tribute to Jax – she has touched so many lives and all of you come out in her honor. I am so thankful to all of you as i could not be there, but had no doubt that the event would be a huge success. Sharon, Torey and TJ, you are brave. You are courageous and you ae my heroes. Jacquie, you are sorely missed. The holidays are not the same without you and , although I know that you are in a more comfortable place, I still wish that you were here with us. Please send some peace to your family this holiday season and help them through the tough days ahead. I terribly miss you.
Jacquie I miss everything about you. I love you so much and I am so happy I have so many great memories with you. I will always believe in you. So many things make me think of you and what an incredible friend you are. Sharon, Torey, and TJ I think about you all every day. I hope you know how strong you truly are and how much you continue to inspire so many of us. It was so nice to see you and your family at the Vera party. I know Jacquie was smiling and was there with us too! I love you all and keep you all in my thoughts and prayers <3 With love always, Mandz
Hi Sharon and Torey since you know me and people tripping- We go to Connors meet and as you know within the first 10 min. I see 3 people trip over the floor carpet that was placed behind the bleachers in case someone fell back off the bleachers. Well as time goes on I notice just about everyone entering in to the area trips. By the time I counted 25, and the gentlemen trips going back from where he came (which he tripped on the way in) and said “I just did it again”, I knew I was in trouble and they might need to ask me to leave. If you were with me, I am certain we would have been escorted out. Tom actually called me on my phone (he was up in the balcony) and said I don’t know how you are managing to stand there and witness all these people tripping over the carpet. I told him I lost count at 25 and was trying very hard to contain myself…and of course walked very gingerly anytime I stepped on or off the carpet! Jacquie added her tink touch to the meet. Shortly after we arrived they turned the music on and it was her song “Stand”, and I smiled and had tears looked to my purple bracelet. Connor was the only one on his team to do the muscle up on rings! That is his event. So I send my love and strength and an extra breath as I can only imagine how much more difficult the moments seem to get for you.But I hope maybe a smallish smile crept in with my story. Love, Sara
Hi Sharon and TJ and my brother Michael… So guess what- “jazzercise” pays off. We were teamed up in teams of two and had to keep track of how many classes we attended and if we got 30 from Nov- Dec. we would get a Reusable bag. Today we completed our card I got my “Live fit, Live green” reusabale bag (and unwanted attention brought to me as the instructor had to announce my name and point to me). Now of course if I were to take it to the grocery store I could probably only buy a bag of carrots and an apple as that is all it would hold…guess maybe that is the point. And I know Michael will crack a joke at my expense and that is OK as long as you smile a small smile as a result. I do believe Jacquie is laughing at my totally 80’s exercise regime, or will be after Michael gets through with me. At least they did not hand out sweatbands or legwarmers that say jazzercise! Miss you and thinking of you, Torey and Jacquie too! Love, sara
Hirsch Family, It has been too eventful of a night not to write this message before I go to bed. First of all, it was wonderful to see all of you tonight, and Sharon, I am so delighted that you still wear the necklace, it means more to us that you could ever imagine, and TJ I am ever so sorry I did not get to say goodbye to you. Secondly, you would all be proud of my dad, he spotted a Vera Bradley bag as we were eating dinner at Friday’s and asked if that was indeed what it was…he lowered his head slightly when I assured him he was correct, but then smiled when I said Jax would be so proud of him:) Also, on the way to Clarence, as we mentioned, the weather was less than desirable so I was in the back seat asking Jax, naturally, if she could clear up the sky and the roads with a little bit of her Tink dust. Sure enough, true to Jacquie fashion, she answered my prayers, and the ride home was clear as a bell…we even got to see the moon which is supposedly the largest we will see it for another 15 years. And to top all of that off, as we were driving down the familiar roads of 390 (I say familiar because we were on the same exit we would take to get to school 42) Jacquie’s song came on. Yes, thats right, “Stand” was playing loud and clear, and each of us knew it was a sign. I sent a little thanks up to Jax for that, because I knew it was sent directly from her. Thank you so much for being there tonight, it was wonderful to see you, and I know it must have been tough. I have been telling my dad how much I miss you all, and he was determined to drive through the storm to get us there (I think he just really wanted a Vera to tell you the truth!) God bless you, and know how much I love you, and how much I still Believe. Casey ps…we will be sending a picture of Miss Peeps with her new travel bag as soon as it arrives:)
just a quick hello… thinking of you all… my christmas tree just got a little brighter…thank you sharon…i will cherish it for years… alicia…good luck, i know you will have help…but if you run into a problem…always pick C in multiple choice…or put the letters on each side of your #2 pencil and roll it and which ever it lands on is the answer…i think my dad told me of guys at the naval academy that sold”very accurate ” pencils to underclassmen for tests…not sure if it was true, but what could it hurt… jacquie, as you can see, you are missed…
It has been forever since i last wrote, chasing a two year old around has me running in circles. I just wanted to say that i love you all. I’m sorry i’m going to miss the purse party tomorrow, but i’m sure that you will love it torey! sharon i love you, it’s hard but remember we love you so much and will do anything for you. the tink pro shop looks fabulous! jax would love it!! love keesha
Hirsch Family, Just wanted to send you a little laugh and tell you that I just spent 20 minutes with my dad looking online for the perfect Vera Bradley bag for….the dog, we actually have a few designs picked out. And yes, she is getting one before I do:) Looking forward to seeing you all tomorrow. God bless, Casey p.s. Jax, mom eeked her first eek today!
Alicia- I know your exam is today and I also know that you have your own very special Angel sitting on your shoulder and helping you if you need it. I ask for Jacquie’s help all the time, when I need her to help me to get through my day. I know if you ask she will always be there. for you. Jacquie will always be there for anyone who needs her, just like she always has been. You’ll do just fine today, I believe that.
Tink’s Pro Shop looks beautiful i love it! Hang in there guys you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday, the vera party should be amazing! <3 Sarah and family.
Especially during the holidays, turn to your faith…….when my 21year old daughter passed away two years ago from leukemia I felt many of your feelings. HE pulled me through…ask HIM for help. Knowing she is now completely free gives me tremendous comfort. loving you is easy, we do it every day.missing you is a heartache, that never goes away.I pray for you and all families who bear this tremendous heartache.BELIEVE she is content and wants you to be also.
aunt sharon, tomorrow night will be a great tribute to jacquies love for vera. i know it is going to be hard for you to be there and see all her friends as well as our family. BUT i will be right by your side if you need a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on! i love you so much and remember jacquie will be there with us she wouldnt miss this! i love you always, angela
Hi, Yesterday was extra tough, the tears and the sad was so on the surface. It does not make sense, and it is not right and I can not even imagine how you must feel inside, wishing and wanting so many things to be different. I wish that too.All I can imagine is that it takes everything within to take one breath at a time right now. I believe in you all. Yesterday was extra tough. Now I drive a lot and can be on the road several times a day and never see the tink decals and license plate borders. By my afternoon drive, I saw so many, everywhere on the road and then like 3 cars in the parking lot at the gym. I thank you Jacquie for those tink touches. Loving and caring about you all. Sara
Hi Sharon,I can’t even begin to imagine what you are feeling as the holiday’s approach. Please know that your “ciao bella” girls are here for you and will always be. Whenever you are lonely or are having a tough day we are here. I think of Jacquie and your family everyday. She gave the world so much and will live on forever by inspiring all of us to do our best and teach the world whatever we can. Thank you so much for including me in the newsletter. It really meant a lot to me. I hope tomorrow brings better days.I still believe.Love,brace
Our beautiful Tink,I just wanted to write a quick message to you this morning. I have been thinking about you all morning (as usual), and am about to start studying for my hardest exam of the semester, tax (which is tomorrow), and I found I really couldn’t focus until I wrote this message to you. I just wanted to let you know how much you’ve been on my mind lately, and how lately the smallest, per se, stories have been coming to mind, but the more I remember these little things, the more I realize that we don’t miss you just for the big things you did; but a major part of why we hold you so close to our hearts is because of all of the little things you did. Be it a little smile when I was feeling down, or picking me up if I didn’t want to walk all the way from Welles back to my apartment, in your daily life you did so many little things for so many people that it added up in a huge way.I just wanted to tell you again just how important you are to me. and just how big the void still is in my life without you here. i am so grateful that you smiled and laughed so much that i can still close my eyes and see your smile right in front of me, or i can hear your laugh like you’re sitting next to me. it boggles my mind that by just being themselves, that just the nature of one person, can have such an impact on hundreds upon hundreds of people. but then i remember that we’re talking about you here, and there is no way anyone could not love everything about you. i miss you so much, my heart still aches, and feels empty. luckily i know you are all around. keep shining down on us, you are our brightest star in the sky, and the most beautiful angel in heaven. so i am going to go now, hoping i can concentrate on tax more now that i got that off my chest.i love you so much. in my heart and on my mind allways.<3 delisha <3
Good Morning! Sharon, I had a good time on Sunday, I’m glad we got to get out and laugh a little bit. Your necklace is beautiful! I know you don’t like when people say you are brave or courageous, but you truly are. I was amazed on Sunday at how brave you are. To meet us out and laugh about things like how much Sandra already has planned for her wedding, and she’s only been engaged for two weeks. I know it’s really hard to hear about us ciao bella’s “growing up” but I think I can speak on behave of everyone when I say we are glad that you want to hear about our crazy lives. And I know I am lucky/blessed to have you as a part of my life. I love you. And Jax (I miss you so much and promise to try and make your Mom laugh and smile!) xoxo Ashley
Thinking about you all everyday. I am looking forward to the Vera Holiday Party on Friday. I know Jacquie will be smiling and will be there with us all! Love you and always believing, Amanda
Sharon, Torey, TJ I know Jacquie must be so proud of you as you touch so many lives with your compassion and courage. We think of your family daily and pray that you will have peace in knowing that Jacquie is always near you in your every thought of her and in the caring of all those who love you. Marcia and family
Tinkerbell, I see you everywhere I go, and it just doesn’t seem to get any easier…Everyone this season seems to have the same saying…BELIEVE..well i still believe, so keep watchin over us Jacquie because your family needs you now more than ever. I miss you Jax.
Tinks Pro Shop is beautiful I LOVE it. I just wanted to say I’m always thinking of you and I love you all. keeping hanging in there! always, Whitney ps. I’m soo excited for the vera party I’ve already picked out everything I want to buy:)
This week was a difficult one for me. My 22nd birthday was on Friday December 5th and my thoughts were consumed of the last 3 years along with this past September. Last year Jacquie was unable to celebrate with me and I had wished for so long that she would be able to this year. Last year she had gone so unbelievably out of her way to send me 2 giant bags of goodies. When I received them my heart broke but I just kept thinking that next year would be different. This year (one year later) I celebrated away from home with people in my Study Abroad Program. I tried so hard to have an amazing time but all I wanted to do was cry and be alone. The next day was obviously no better. Emotions seemed to flood my entire body. Jax, we should have had so many more birthdays and holidays to celebrate together but I accept the fact that now you are partying in the VIP section of this world, while we are all standing around on the dancefloor. Jacquie I love and miss you so much and can’t wait for the next birthday that we get to celebrate together! I love you my dear best friend. <3 Justine
I put up our Christmas tree a few days ago, and usually we put an angel on top of the tree. But this year I decided not to put anything on top because we already had an angel there…Jacquie. I hope Jax brought everyone a smile today 🙂 Love, Lauren
Torey, I loved your update for many reasons, but I must admit your humor about the purse party brought such laughter to me through the tears that had fallen and I am still laughing at your comment. Jacquie must have laughed at that one. I look forward to the next time I come home and can head up to your gym and see all the evolution that has gone on there. The website for your gym always impresses me. Sharon- take care of you, and I am with you always. Love, Sara
oh i dont want you to think i forgot about you guys just because i wrote to jacquie in that last one…. aunt sharon, uncle torey and tj, i love you all so much and seeing you deal with out jacquie helps me know that i will be able to make it day by day as well!!!! i love you all so very much! love, cousin angela
i miss you so very much jacquie i cant go a day without thinking about you! i see “believe” everywhere, Tinks everywhere! mama mia is coming to dvd soon and back to sheas in feb. i wish we could go again it was our tradition!remember the first time we went grandma loved watching us dance around! and then we invited the rest of the fam and they joined right in with us! i really miss you! i miss everything about you! you are always in my thoughts, ALWAYS!!!!!! love you, cousin angela
I have been so privileged to see Trans-Siberian Orchestra last night for the fourth year in a row. Each show they go to, they donate one dollar from every ticket they sell from that show, they donate to a different charity. Last night, we all had an angel with us as it has now been an unfathomable three months without Jacquie. Well last night, TSO donated almost 14,000 dollars to a charity it has never donated to before—The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Thank you Jacquie for being with us all last night. We all love you and miss you so much.Hirsch family,You all continue to amaze each and every one of us every single day. Your posts are so moving Sharon and is definitely therapy for you and for everyone else. So Thank You. My thoughts and prayers are with you always.With Love and always Believing,Cassey
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Caitlin Burgher says:
December 19, 2008 at 4:44 pm -
Just a quick little thanks to Jacquie for helping me make it home today in the blizzard. I keep a picture of her on my dashboard and kept looking at her like “can you believe i have to deal with this” over the 2 bridges I go over to get to work. She keeps me sane in my car. I love you Jacquie. Merry Christmas Hirsch’s! I know it may be tough but everyone is “believing” everywhere this Holiday season!! I love it!!
Justine says:
December 19, 2008 at 5:16 am -
Hello Hirsch Family,Tomorrow I leave to go back home to the United States. I can not believe that it has been three months already. Coming here was so up in the air after September 6th but I pushed through (just like I knew Jacquie would want me to do) and I came to Barcelona to study. I am so happy that I did, being away from everything gave me the opportunity to figure out my own feelings and deal with this situation on my own. Tomorrow when I fly home I will be wearing my favorite pair of Christmas earrings. They are a pair of tiny silver bells. I have always worn them because I like the sound they make when they move, but now I know they serve a different purpose. Everytime I hear them I think of Tink. Our tink. Hearing them brings a huge smile on my face and so many people have commented on how pretty they sound. After watching the “Tink Interview” link I couldn’t help but laugh when Tink was talking fairy talk because now I know Jacquie is talking to me. I love you all so much and cant wait to return home to the States!!!!Even from 3500 miles away know that I always believe. Love, Justine
Huer says:
December 19, 2008 at 12:33 am -
Good Late Night (my attempt to be funny, Jax would be giving me that look, and laughing at how corny I am)~ Anyway, every year at the Cemetary where my Mom rests, they have a Christmas Candle Lighting Ceremony. A choir comes, a priest comes, its a really nice little tradition. It’s almost a way to be able to celebrate Christmas with my Mom. And it helps to be teary eyed and crying with other people who are going through the Holidays without someone. So this year the Choir sang a song called “I Believe” What are the odds of that? The whole song was I BELIEVE…I nearly lost it! Jacquie is everywhere…I’m so thankful for that. If you need anything over the Holidays, even a family to have a good solid cry with we are here! I love you guys. xooxox Ashley
Pinchoff says:
December 19, 2008 at 12:24 am -
Hello Hirsch’s,I couldn’t sleep and like they usually do, my thoughts drifted to Jax and all of you. I know there is no way to ease your pain, but I just wanted to let you know I am out here still believing with everyone…I wish I could have been at that party, it sounds absolutely amazing! Everytime I see something Vera, I think of Jacquie now. I can’t wait until her own line comes out =)ALWAYS BELIEVING,Sarah
Amanda Cavarella says:
December 18, 2008 at 8:52 pm -
I love you guys and I am thinking and praying for you each day. I am always believing. Love, Amanda
Casey Stiokas says:
December 18, 2008 at 7:21 pm -
Just letting you know that Tink dust is flying here in Sodus and we are ever so greatful for it:) Thanks for looking down on us Jax.
Tina says:
December 18, 2008 at 1:09 am -
Hi Hirsch family!I know I never met Jacquie, but I still read your updates and i simply cannot imagine how difficult this holiday season will be for you all. I’m sure she was a wonderful person and her great family and friends are truly a reflection of her character!I’m really writing because I volunteer at a children’s hospital and a little boy I knew passed away from JMML/AML the day after Halloween. He was four years old. His parents are every bit as amazing as your family, and they have a website like this one that I really think you should see. His mother writes to him every morning and evening on the site, and she is finding a way to make it through the holidays, even with his physical absence. Here is the link: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/brandonpolitoI hope you have a good holiday, as I’m sure Jacquie would want you to!
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 17, 2008 at 11:46 pm -
Sharon and Jacquie too, So mom is here visiting with us and Elise has 2 field trips this week so mom goes along. The first was today, a walking field trip to the museum. We arrive and guess what “free admission today”…how is it we manage to show up to these places on free day?? We laughed and said to one another, we have to tell Sharon. Tomorrow is a walking trip to downtown -so far neither of us have tripped and mom has not fallen. She did see a woman trip over a pole sticking up in the landscape and I missed it! We miss you and we are thinking of you and sending you some extra breaths and extra strength for the moments that are tougher than the already tough moments. We love you. Sara
cmd says:
December 17, 2008 at 11:40 pm -
Sharon- Jacquie’s glow will never fade. I’m always glad to read your updates, even though they usually make my heart hurt- I read the posts from friends and family…… sometimes after reading I visit Jacquie’s Facebook. It makes me smile every time. It’s that glow. Even though she’s not with us here on earth, she can still lift a heavy heart with that glow. It will always be there for you…. She will always be there for you.
Melissa Lewis says:
December 17, 2008 at 9:54 pm -
Hello Hirsch Family,I hope today finds you in good spirits and doing your best to make it through this very difficult holiday season. Today, I got my ornament and I was so excited b/c I immediately knew what it was. I couldn’t wait to put it on my tree. It’s a beautiful rememberance of Jax. I think of Jacquie all the time, and of course I think of all of you. I continue to pray for all of you and I know that Jacquie is with you, making sure you are ok. Jax- I miss you beautiful girl! It’s amazing how many lives you’ve touched. If I could touch just one person’s life the way you have to so many I would be lucky. I will always believe and continue to believe you are happy and free now.Love always,Melissa
Nicki LaGree says:
December 17, 2008 at 4:16 am -
Hi Sharon & Torey,Just the same as Ash, I know I have my fair share of Vera Bradley waiting for me under the tree. I picked out everythnig and anything online that resembled a Vera that Jacquie owned…because that means I can literally bring her with me everywhere. Cait and I both picked out the “little backpack” because Jax ALWAYS substituted a purse for the backpack…she knew how to be practical and stylish all along! I’m using that trademark as my own now (come xmas day). I’m working on my Vera Bradley story now and let me tell you, I’ve got some Jax tricks up my sleeve! It hurt my heart that I couldn’t be there that day for the party…it hurts even more to be so physically far away from Jax. But I know she is the creator of the constant “believe” logo at macys & juicy, vera party, tink movie and more – she is bringing joy to our lives in more ways that we can see.We are all blessed to have a little “JAX” in all of us.I love & miss everyone,Nickia.k.a. Jax’s dance partner in crime
Karen Kacko Calandra says:
December 16, 2008 at 11:02 pm -
Dear Sharon… I am praying for you daily right now…may the Lord wrap His loving arms around you and your family this holiday season… and hold all of you tightly…keeping you safe and protected in His care… May He give you the Peace that transcends all understanding…so your broken heart this season is able to open up to others and that you may share in the joy of the season with one another… This holiday along with many others will be very hard… there are things we do… that are associated with the holidays that we’ve done with our families for many years….and everytime you go to do them…you’ll be reminded of missing Jacquie…it is normal and expected ….especially this first year…It been my experience… that although the hurt doesn’t ever go away…over time you begin to accept that she is gone…This acceptance is healthy and necessary to be able to go on…( that candle symbolized acceptance) don’t ever feel guilty about accepting the reality that she is in heaven and waiting for all of you….but one thing is for sure….you will always feel the love you have for her today…that will not lessen…and your amazing memory of who she is and what she has taught everyone will always be fresh in your heart and mind….FOREVER….. May I make a suggestion this year? The precious gifts you planned to give Jacquie this Christmas could be useful to many… possibly given to someone who truely needs them…like The Cornerstone Manor…which is a place where battered wives and children go to escape abuse….They arrive at the shelter with nothing… I’m certain you will feel so much better after going down there…telling your story and why you’ve decided to give them to someone in need…I know Jacquie will be smiling just knowing that you’ve helped someone during this season…just as she would have done if she could….I’ve heard so many people say it was always the small things Jacquie did for others that meant the most to them….You be her vessel…and carry those gifts somewhere to be given from her…. Sharon… I will pray daily that the Lord will give you the strength to get out of bed everyday and continue to make a difference in this world…if not for yourself…for Jacquie… You are an amazing woman and we thank you for sharing with us your heart…and allowing us in some small way to be of support and encouragement to you… I love you and wish you a peaceful Christmas with your very closest family and friends….You can lean on them… May God Bless You, Torey and TJ….
Sadie says:
December 16, 2008 at 9:35 pm -
I love you guys <3Always BelievingOh and I love my Vera too 🙂
Natalie M. says:
December 16, 2008 at 7:37 pm -
Jax- Yes! I went to the Vera Bradely party, and it was so fun! Once I heard about it, I marked it right on my calender, and I seriously could not wait to go! So I get there, and my mom, and me, and my brother, were all amazed at the litte christmas decorations, and then we came to the glory Jax, the purses! It was so cool. I have actually never been to any sort of purse party, and I loved it. I actually got a wallet…its like brown and yellow and orange, and so pretty! We also got my sister a makeup bag, and we got my neighbor a wallet and a bag too! We just simply could not stop buying things! We talked to your mom, and she still seems really sad Jacquie. Just make sure you are always secretly talking to her, and keep telling her that she cant waste any day, and that she is such an amazing mom, and that you are so greatful to have a mother like her. So then we were paying for all of our Vera stuff, and your brother comes! We talk for a bit, and he is wondering why my brother is at a purse party?!?! Well he didnt mind too much for coming, but you know how brothers are 🙂 We were just leaving and we ran into your dad. He seems to be doing a bit better. I know he will pull through this, but make sure also that he is okay. He told my mom and I that he will sometimes sneak into his office while he is coaching just to go and think about you. They all miss you so much, and my family and I miss you too! You should have seen all of the people at the party! WOW! I was amazed, and they all love YOU Jax. And we all miss YOU. You are such an important person to so many people, and we still wish you were here, brightening up everyones days. After going to the party, I just felt…good. I felt like I have made you and your family happy. I feel like my presence at your party made your dad, mom, and brother happy, and I know it made you happy, and thats all that counts! I am always thinking of you, no matter what! I BELIEVE TINKERBELL 🙂 With great love, Natalie Maranto PS- THIS PARTY WAS THE BEST & NO OTHER PARTY WILL TOUCH THIS ONE! =)
Jagodzinski/Perusich says:
December 16, 2008 at 4:05 pm -
Happy Holidays Hirsch’s, Hi TJ, Torey, and Sharon. We just wanted to wish you a great holiday season. Also we just wanted to say that we are always thinking about your family, And we will always have Jacquie in our hearts. WE WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE. Hope to see you all soon 🙂 love, Lily, Jack, and Kit
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 16, 2008 at 11:03 am -
With you Sharon and still believing. ALways remembering Jacquie. Missing you both. Love, Sara
Danielle, Matt and Olivia says:
December 15, 2008 at 10:24 pm -
Jacquie- OMG I CAN’T STOP BUYING VERA!!!! I’ve bought 13 handbags in the last 3 months! I can’t help it, they remind me of you and your beautiful smile. So I was wondering if you could help me out. Please give me a little self control so I don’t break the bank ;). I’m running out of hiding places for them so Matt doesn’t really know how many I have. I wish you were here so badly not only so I can share with you when I get a great deal on a bag but so I could use some of your closet space to stash some of them! I miss you SO much and I think about you every day. I still cry, often, and now that Christmas is approaching it is VERY real that you are not here. I hope that was you talking to Olivia the other night. I BELIEVE it was. Please visit us. I want to feel you around me and especially Olivia. I want to BELIEVE she can see you. I want to BLIEVE you can FINALLY play with her. I love you so much and I will do everything I can until it’s my time to be with you to never let your memory fade. You are forever my “sister of the heart”. I love you.
Huer says:
December 15, 2008 at 1:40 pm -
Good Afternoon, I’m so happy to hear how great the Vera Party went, my Dad said there were a ton of people there!!! I am also pretty certain I will have a great Vera gift under the Christmas tree this year!! I am still sad I wasn’t able to make it, but the girls filled me in on how great the party was and I know Jax loved it!! I (and I’m sure all the other girls) still remember last year when we got to celebrate Christmas with Jacquie! We got to come over to the new house and give Jax some gifts!! I think LaGrees wierd Monkey toy was the best gift Jacquie got lol! I wish that we could do that again this year. I know the Holidays are going to be hard for you. So I will make sure to say a prayer that the day is filled with Jacquie’s memory…and I bet if you watch the Macy’s day parade this year…BELIEVE will be all over it!! Love you! xoxo Ashley
Michael Stoughton says:
December 15, 2008 at 8:46 am -
Im sure the “four corners” (as the long time residents refer to it, not these clarence center wannabes from williamsville who move around the corner from me when im not around to enjoy my new neighbors)… anyways,,,im sure the four corners had a big bright light the other night for vera and her friends… hi to all…have to work now…
sue and family says:
December 14, 2008 at 10:21 pm -
I haven’t writtten in a while. I am so thankful to all of you who supported jacquie at the vera party. I know that it was difficult for Sharon and I am so proud of her, as would be Jacquie. What a tribute to Jax – she has touched so many lives and all of you come out in her honor. I am so thankful to all of you as i could not be there, but had no doubt that the event would be a huge success. Sharon, Torey and TJ, you are brave. You are courageous and you ae my heroes. Jacquie, you are sorely missed. The holidays are not the same without you and , although I know that you are in a more comfortable place, I still wish that you were here with us. Please send some peace to your family this holiday season and help them through the tough days ahead. I terribly miss you.
Siber says:
December 14, 2008 at 10:01 pm -
Amanda Cavarella says:
December 14, 2008 at 4:29 pm -
Jacquie I miss everything about you. I love you so much and I am so happy I have so many great memories with you. I will always believe in you. So many things make me think of you and what an incredible friend you are. Sharon, Torey, and TJ I think about you all every day. I hope you know how strong you truly are and how much you continue to inspire so many of us. It was so nice to see you and your family at the Vera party. I know Jacquie was smiling and was there with us too! I love you all and keep you all in my thoughts and prayers <3 With love always, Mandz
A friend says:
December 13, 2008 at 8:11 pm -
Sharon please stay strong…I read your updates and I feel your pain and anger. Every first will be painful but you can get through it and you will.
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 13, 2008 at 7:13 pm -
Hi Sharon and Torey since you know me and people tripping- We go to Connors meet and as you know within the first 10 min. I see 3 people trip over the floor carpet that was placed behind the bleachers in case someone fell back off the bleachers. Well as time goes on I notice just about everyone entering in to the area trips. By the time I counted 25, and the gentlemen trips going back from where he came (which he tripped on the way in) and said “I just did it again”, I knew I was in trouble and they might need to ask me to leave. If you were with me, I am certain we would have been escorted out. Tom actually called me on my phone (he was up in the balcony) and said I don’t know how you are managing to stand there and witness all these people tripping over the carpet. I told him I lost count at 25 and was trying very hard to contain myself…and of course walked very gingerly anytime I stepped on or off the carpet! Jacquie added her tink touch to the meet. Shortly after we arrived they turned the music on and it was her song “Stand”, and I smiled and had tears looked to my purple bracelet. Connor was the only one on his team to do the muscle up on rings! That is his event. So I send my love and strength and an extra breath as I can only imagine how much more difficult the moments seem to get for you.But I hope maybe a smallish smile crept in with my story. Love, Sara
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 13, 2008 at 1:56 pm -
Hi Sharon and TJ and my brother Michael… So guess what- “jazzercise” pays off. We were teamed up in teams of two and had to keep track of how many classes we attended and if we got 30 from Nov- Dec. we would get a Reusable bag. Today we completed our card I got my “Live fit, Live green” reusabale bag (and unwanted attention brought to me as the instructor had to announce my name and point to me). Now of course if I were to take it to the grocery store I could probably only buy a bag of carrots and an apple as that is all it would hold…guess maybe that is the point. And I know Michael will crack a joke at my expense and that is OK as long as you smile a small smile as a result. I do believe Jacquie is laughing at my totally 80’s exercise regime, or will be after Michael gets through with me. At least they did not hand out sweatbands or legwarmers that say jazzercise! Miss you and thinking of you, Torey and Jacquie too! Love, sara
Casey Stiokas says:
December 13, 2008 at 12:12 am -
Hirsch Family, It has been too eventful of a night not to write this message before I go to bed. First of all, it was wonderful to see all of you tonight, and Sharon, I am so delighted that you still wear the necklace, it means more to us that you could ever imagine, and TJ I am ever so sorry I did not get to say goodbye to you. Secondly, you would all be proud of my dad, he spotted a Vera Bradley bag as we were eating dinner at Friday’s and asked if that was indeed what it was…he lowered his head slightly when I assured him he was correct, but then smiled when I said Jax would be so proud of him:) Also, on the way to Clarence, as we mentioned, the weather was less than desirable so I was in the back seat asking Jax, naturally, if she could clear up the sky and the roads with a little bit of her Tink dust. Sure enough, true to Jacquie fashion, she answered my prayers, and the ride home was clear as a bell…we even got to see the moon which is supposedly the largest we will see it for another 15 years. And to top all of that off, as we were driving down the familiar roads of 390 (I say familiar because we were on the same exit we would take to get to school 42) Jacquie’s song came on. Yes, thats right, “Stand” was playing loud and clear, and each of us knew it was a sign. I sent a little thanks up to Jax for that, because I knew it was sent directly from her. Thank you so much for being there tonight, it was wonderful to see you, and I know it must have been tough. I have been telling my dad how much I miss you all, and he was determined to drive through the storm to get us there (I think he just really wanted a Vera to tell you the truth!) God bless you, and know how much I love you, and how much I still Believe. Casey ps…we will be sending a picture of Miss Peeps with her new travel bag as soon as it arrives:)
Michael Stoughton says:
December 12, 2008 at 8:23 am -
just a quick hello… thinking of you all… my christmas tree just got a little brighter…thank you sharon…i will cherish it for years… alicia…good luck, i know you will have help…but if you run into a problem…always pick C in multiple choice…or put the letters on each side of your #2 pencil and roll it and which ever it lands on is the answer…i think my dad told me of guys at the naval academy that sold”very accurate ” pencils to underclassmen for tests…not sure if it was true, but what could it hurt… jacquie, as you can see, you are missed…
Anonymous says:
December 11, 2008 at 10:54 pm -
It has been forever since i last wrote, chasing a two year old around has me running in circles. I just wanted to say that i love you all. I’m sorry i’m going to miss the purse party tomorrow, but i’m sure that you will love it torey! sharon i love you, it’s hard but remember we love you so much and will do anything for you. the tink pro shop looks fabulous! jax would love it!! love keesha
cmd says:
December 11, 2008 at 10:32 pm -
Sharon, Torey, TJ-Keeping you always in my prayers.Always believing.
Casey Stiokas says:
December 11, 2008 at 7:55 pm -
Hirsch Family, Just wanted to send you a little laugh and tell you that I just spent 20 minutes with my dad looking online for the perfect Vera Bradley bag for….the dog, we actually have a few designs picked out. And yes, she is getting one before I do:) Looking forward to seeing you all tomorrow. God bless, Casey p.s. Jax, mom eeked her first eek today!
Martin says:
December 11, 2008 at 6:26 pm -
Anonymous says:
December 11, 2008 at 5:28 pm -
Keep staying strong. You all are constantly in my thoughts! I can’t wait for the Vera Bradely party! With Love, Natalie M.
mom says:
December 11, 2008 at 12:04 pm -
Alicia- I know your exam is today and I also know that you have your own very special Angel sitting on your shoulder and helping you if you need it. I ask for Jacquie’s help all the time, when I need her to help me to get through my day. I know if you ask she will always be there. for you. Jacquie will always be there for anyone who needs her, just like she always has been. You’ll do just fine today, I believe that.
The Steffans says:
December 11, 2008 at 11:33 am -
Tink’s Pro Shop looks beautiful i love it! Hang in there guys you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday, the vera party should be amazing! <3 Sarah and family.
Anonymous says:
December 11, 2008 at 10:51 am -
Especially during the holidays, turn to your faith…….when my 21year old daughter passed away two years ago from leukemia I felt many of your feelings. HE pulled me through…ask HIM for help. Knowing she is now completely free gives me tremendous comfort. loving you is easy, we do it every day.missing you is a heartache, that never goes away.I pray for you and all families who bear this tremendous heartache.BELIEVE she is content and wants you to be also.
Angela says:
December 11, 2008 at 10:16 am -
aunt sharon, tomorrow night will be a great tribute to jacquies love for vera. i know it is going to be hard for you to be there and see all her friends as well as our family. BUT i will be right by your side if you need a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on! i love you so much and remember jacquie will be there with us she wouldnt miss this! i love you always, angela
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 11, 2008 at 10:02 am -
Hi, Yesterday was extra tough, the tears and the sad was so on the surface. It does not make sense, and it is not right and I can not even imagine how you must feel inside, wishing and wanting so many things to be different. I wish that too.All I can imagine is that it takes everything within to take one breath at a time right now. I believe in you all. Yesterday was extra tough. Now I drive a lot and can be on the road several times a day and never see the tink decals and license plate borders. By my afternoon drive, I saw so many, everywhere on the road and then like 3 cars in the parking lot at the gym. I thank you Jacquie for those tink touches. Loving and caring about you all. Sara
Liz Fassl says:
December 10, 2008 at 11:38 pm -
Hi Sharon,I can’t even begin to imagine what you are feeling as the holiday’s approach. Please know that your “ciao bella” girls are here for you and will always be. Whenever you are lonely or are having a tough day we are here. I think of Jacquie and your family everyday. She gave the world so much and will live on forever by inspiring all of us to do our best and teach the world whatever we can. Thank you so much for including me in the newsletter. It really meant a lot to me. I hope tomorrow brings better days.I still believe.Love,brace
alicia says:
December 10, 2008 at 11:34 am -
Our beautiful Tink,I just wanted to write a quick message to you this morning. I have been thinking about you all morning (as usual), and am about to start studying for my hardest exam of the semester, tax (which is tomorrow), and I found I really couldn’t focus until I wrote this message to you. I just wanted to let you know how much you’ve been on my mind lately, and how lately the smallest, per se, stories have been coming to mind, but the more I remember these little things, the more I realize that we don’t miss you just for the big things you did; but a major part of why we hold you so close to our hearts is because of all of the little things you did. Be it a little smile when I was feeling down, or picking me up if I didn’t want to walk all the way from Welles back to my apartment, in your daily life you did so many little things for so many people that it added up in a huge way.I just wanted to tell you again just how important you are to me. and just how big the void still is in my life without you here. i am so grateful that you smiled and laughed so much that i can still close my eyes and see your smile right in front of me, or i can hear your laugh like you’re sitting next to me. it boggles my mind that by just being themselves, that just the nature of one person, can have such an impact on hundreds upon hundreds of people. but then i remember that we’re talking about you here, and there is no way anyone could not love everything about you. i miss you so much, my heart still aches, and feels empty. luckily i know you are all around. keep shining down on us, you are our brightest star in the sky, and the most beautiful angel in heaven. so i am going to go now, hoping i can concentrate on tax more now that i got that off my chest.i love you so much. in my heart and on my mind allways.<3 delisha <3
HUER says:
December 10, 2008 at 9:32 am -
Good Morning! Sharon, I had a good time on Sunday, I’m glad we got to get out and laugh a little bit. Your necklace is beautiful! I know you don’t like when people say you are brave or courageous, but you truly are. I was amazed on Sunday at how brave you are. To meet us out and laugh about things like how much Sandra already has planned for her wedding, and she’s only been engaged for two weeks. I know it’s really hard to hear about us ciao bella’s “growing up” but I think I can speak on behave of everyone when I say we are glad that you want to hear about our crazy lives. And I know I am lucky/blessed to have you as a part of my life. I love you. And Jax (I miss you so much and promise to try and make your Mom laugh and smile!) xoxo Ashley
Amanda Cavarella says:
December 10, 2008 at 8:38 am -
Thinking about you all everyday. I am looking forward to the Vera Holiday Party on Friday. I know Jacquie will be smiling and will be there with us all! Love you and always believing, Amanda
Marcia says:
December 10, 2008 at 5:57 am -
Sharon, Torey, TJ I know Jacquie must be so proud of you as you touch so many lives with your compassion and courage. We think of your family daily and pray that you will have peace in knowing that Jacquie is always near you in your every thought of her and in the caring of all those who love you. Marcia and family
Julie Wallenhorst says:
December 9, 2008 at 10:30 pm -
Tinkerbell, I see you everywhere I go, and it just doesn’t seem to get any easier…Everyone this season seems to have the same saying…BELIEVE..well i still believe, so keep watchin over us Jacquie because your family needs you now more than ever. I miss you Jax.
Anonymous says:
December 9, 2008 at 10:08 pm -
Tinks Pro Shop is beautiful I LOVE it. I just wanted to say I’m always thinking of you and I love you all. keeping hanging in there! always, Whitney ps. I’m soo excited for the vera party I’ve already picked out everything I want to buy:)
Justine says:
December 9, 2008 at 3:11 pm -
This week was a difficult one for me. My 22nd birthday was on Friday December 5th and my thoughts were consumed of the last 3 years along with this past September. Last year Jacquie was unable to celebrate with me and I had wished for so long that she would be able to this year. Last year she had gone so unbelievably out of her way to send me 2 giant bags of goodies. When I received them my heart broke but I just kept thinking that next year would be different. This year (one year later) I celebrated away from home with people in my Study Abroad Program. I tried so hard to have an amazing time but all I wanted to do was cry and be alone. The next day was obviously no better. Emotions seemed to flood my entire body. Jax, we should have had so many more birthdays and holidays to celebrate together but I accept the fact that now you are partying in the VIP section of this world, while we are all standing around on the dancefloor. Jacquie I love and miss you so much and can’t wait for the next birthday that we get to celebrate together! I love you my dear best friend. <3 Justine
Lauren Schilling says:
December 8, 2008 at 6:14 pm -
I put up our Christmas tree a few days ago, and usually we put an angel on top of the tree. But this year I decided not to put anything on top because we already had an angel there…Jacquie. I hope Jax brought everyone a smile today 🙂 Love, Lauren
Sara (albuquerque) says:
December 8, 2008 at 11:33 am -
Torey, I loved your update for many reasons, but I must admit your humor about the purse party brought such laughter to me through the tears that had fallen and I am still laughing at your comment. Jacquie must have laughed at that one. I look forward to the next time I come home and can head up to your gym and see all the evolution that has gone on there. The website for your gym always impresses me. Sharon- take care of you, and I am with you always. Love, Sara
Angela says:
December 8, 2008 at 11:05 am -
oh i dont want you to think i forgot about you guys just because i wrote to jacquie in that last one…. aunt sharon, uncle torey and tj, i love you all so much and seeing you deal with out jacquie helps me know that i will be able to make it day by day as well!!!! i love you all so very much! love, cousin angela
Angela says:
December 8, 2008 at 10:59 am -
i miss you so very much jacquie i cant go a day without thinking about you! i see “believe” everywhere, Tinks everywhere! mama mia is coming to dvd soon and back to sheas in feb. i wish we could go again it was our tradition!remember the first time we went grandma loved watching us dance around! and then we invited the rest of the fam and they joined right in with us! i really miss you! i miss everything about you! you are always in my thoughts, ALWAYS!!!!!! love you, cousin angela
Cassey Stallman says:
December 7, 2008 at 11:50 am -
I have been so privileged to see Trans-Siberian Orchestra last night for the fourth year in a row. Each show they go to, they donate one dollar from every ticket they sell from that show, they donate to a different charity. Last night, we all had an angel with us as it has now been an unfathomable three months without Jacquie. Well last night, TSO donated almost 14,000 dollars to a charity it has never donated to before—The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Thank you Jacquie for being with us all last night. We all love you and miss you so much.Hirsch family,You all continue to amaze each and every one of us every single day. Your posts are so moving Sharon and is definitely therapy for you and for everyone else. So Thank You. My thoughts and prayers are with you always.With Love and always Believing,Cassey