Hey Jax- I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers will always be with you! I am glad you are back in buffalo with your family! love you and miss you! xoxoxoxox <3 Cz
Miss Jacquita~ While I am so happy that you are back home close to your family and friends, I’m frustrated that it is not for the initial reasons. Let’s just hope those pesky little abnormal cells don’t get too comfortable because you’ve got way too many things on your agenda to have them get in the way. Congratulations on getting the special award from the SOE— I didn’t even know that they had that. Now knowing, I can’t think of anyone who deserves it more than you. Please know that you and your family continues to be in my thoughts. You WILL get through this and beat this leukemia. You’ve come way too far not to. Take care of yourself and let us know if we can visit you!!! Continue to BELIEVE!!!
Dearest Jacquie, We have been following your journey through Sabrina and this unbelievable website. I want you to know that you have been in our prayers and the the prayers of my church prayer group from the beginning. After hearing of your illness, I decided to participate in the Relay for Life event in our area. I have gotten very involved in the planning and raising money for the event. You have been a great inspiration for me and I am constantly giving our team the updates on your progress. They visit your website often. Our event is being held on May 31st. I would love to come in to see you and your mom (we are so local). We love you and pray for your complete recovery. Lots of love from Michele and Raphael Feldman.
Jacquie~ You are such an incredible person. One more bump in the road, but you are so strong and courageous that each day that you fight this, the stronger you are becoming. I admire each day how you know what you need and who you need. The award you won is more than fitting. You are my hero and Im 100% positive that you have inspired so many people. Your strength an optimism shows in everything and Im sure your going to brighten so many peoples day in Roswell. **~Stay Strong Tink!~** <3 Brina
Hi Jacquie, Just a hello to you today!! Keep going, keep fighting, and continue to be beautiful, wonderful you and you will be winning all along the way!!! Your family is incredible in so many unspoken ways; the bond and love you 4 share- shines!! Keep holding tight, all of you. Love, Sara
Jacquie, This I know wasn’t the news you or anyone wanted to hear, but you can do this… You have been through so much just keep on fighting Jax!!! I know sometimes it may feel like this is never going to go away but it will you are going to win this battle against ALL. You are a beautiful person inside and out Jacquie, keep on smiling you can beat this!!
We LOVE YOU SO MUCH! We all know you can do this and we are all here for you! Your strength is a constant reminder that you can overcome anything. Cancer has no idea who it’s messing with. Keeping going sweetie and ALWAYS know we are here for you! We LOVE you more than you will ever know! WE ALL BELIEVE!
Hirsch Family!!! I am happy that you are all together…I know that the fight will be easier with more hands to hold! GO! FIGHT! WIN! Jacquie!!! hugs & prayers Lynn and family
Jax, I cried so hard at the SOE graduation when they read that you were getting that award, and it could not have gone to anyone more deserving, and you will be back at School #42 with a new round of little terrors that you cannot help but love. Although this majorly sucks Jax, we know you have the strength to do this and We Believe. For some unknown reason, God decided to test you, and he knew you would have the will and the strength to kick this thing in the butt. Keep up the fight, you’ll show cancer who is boss, I have no doubt. God Bless, Casey
hi jackie, we got up late today andmy mom said i could send you this before i left. I am happy you are home. I want everyone who reads this to clap for you real loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and send you claps!You are doing a good job.I will keep claping until you areall better.Love, Corey
Dear Jacquie, I teach at Will. East and I know your Mom and Dad. I have been reading your story and your day to day events. It is just GREAT to read how positive you are. Keep fighting the fight. The love and support of your family and friends is very important and they are all fighting with you. I did read that you are going home. I have 4 Buffalo Bisons tickets for Friday May 30, 2008 and you are wecome to them. I hope the weather is better and you can get outside and enjoy a game. Just call me at school 626-8423 or 626-8445. My prayers are with you and your family……… Always keep laughing and stay positive. Dan ~
YOUCANDOTHIS!!WEALLBELIEVE!!!!!I love you so much, I’ll be back in Blo in a little over a week and as long as you’re feeling up to it, will be coming for many a visit at Roswell!!!! You can do this, there is no doubt in my mind. WE BELIEVE<3 delisha <3
hey jax! I haven’t sent you a message in a while but I’ve been thinking about you and reading your updates every day!!! I can definatley understand frustration and this does suck, but…you still get to go home and we all know that you will continue being strong and great because you are the most amazing person I know!!! If you ever have time/feel up to visitors you better tell me because a little birdie said your new house is within walking distance from mine ;)…Love you and miss you and believing in you ALWAYS!!! <3, Col
Hi Jacquie, The only thing that keeps coming to mind is, its not fair!!! Nothing, None of it!!!! You have gone through so much,have been so brave, so strong. You have every right to feel any way you want. I am sending you all my strength through prayers to keep fighting. Your Mom ,Dad, and T.J.too are always in my prayers. BELIEVING Missy
Hi Jax! So your right this really stinks, no as everyone else has said this more than stinks, it sucks. I’m sure you are frustrated and angry and more emotions than any of us know. Just know you have sooo many people behind you, believing and praying for you. You are always in my thoughts, I’m sending all my love, support, and strength your way!Loving and believing always,Melissa
Hi Jacquie, We are so sorry to hear about your “bump in the road”. But that’s all it is. Are so glad you’re home, how nice it is to sleep in your own bed again!! I bet Shelby has missed you too. We believe you will get over this. Hopefully your mom, dad and TJ are trying to keep up on their sleep and their strength too. Will keep praying for all of you, Love the Trosterud’s
Jacquie, I have been following your progress ever since early this year, I noticed a posting of you at the custom car show in Buffalo and could not even imagine how I would even handle the same situation but You and your family have showed us all! You had some very difficult times, you are truely a strong person and please continue that strength! Dont let frustration overcome your positive. I to have prayers every day for you and I too Believe!!!! Well, please be strong and everybody BELIEVE!!!!
I love you Jacquie!! Never stop believing. You will get through these hard times, WE ALL BELIEVE IN YOU!! I am so sorry you have to go through this, It’s not fair. You are a special person and I know your strength and determination will help you fight through this. You always do! Keep up that positive attitute. I miss you Jax, I can’t wait to see you! You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Love you lots, Amanda “WE BELIEVE”
Hi Jacquie, I just want to let you know you are truely an inspiration to everyone that is following your journey. This is the part of the journey where when you look back at the footsteps in the sand you will only see one set, for God is carrying you and he won’t let you down. We are all praying and believing. God bless. Karen O’Brien Gaudy
Jacquita, Welcome home! I bet you thought it would be warm when you returned to Buffalo…… Ive learned its never warm here. Like everyone else when I read your latest message my heart sank. I’ve been trying to think of the right thing to say but I got nothin…So just know that like me, there are hundreds if not thousands of people out there thinking about ya and praying for ya. So when you feel crappy about stuff let us all carry you. Love you and always thinkin about you. Mel
AAAAHHHHHHH!!! There…I said it! I hate cancer! I hate that this is happening to YOU! YOU DON’T DESERVE ANY OF THIS!!! Why? It’s not fair! I’m so upset and angry. I can’t even come to imagine how frustraterd you must feel?! I am so sorry! If I can help in any way, shape, or form, you just let me know. I’m here for you and for the family. I love you all soooo much. Please promise me one thing….you WILL continue to fight this and beat it!! We are here for you to see you through this thing ’til the end!! Stay as strong as I know you can be. I think that being home is really going to help. We ALL Believe in you. Now it’s really time to kick the you-know-what out of this stupid cancer once and for all!!! I can’t wait to see you. Love you lots and I’m sorry if I was a little harsh in the beginning of this. But I think you know how I feel, and then some…
Hey Jax! You’re right, we’re all pissed off and frustrated just as much as you are! I saw you in NYC not even a week ago and you looked sooo good! In a way that reassures me that you’re mentally and physically strong enough to fight this! I know you fought so hard these past 8 months and did everything the doctors said, plus more. It totally sucks that this happened but at least you’re fighting this battle at home, where you have all of WNY fighting it with you! We support you 110% and you are teaching us all how to stay so strong! I love you and I KNOW you are going to beat this! Stay strong sweetheart and know that we’re all here for you if you need anything!!! I love you!!!
My Jacquie… This doesn’t just stink, it really sucks. I’m angry, frustrated, scared, really pissed and just plain Really PISSED! In case you can’t tell, I’m yelling very loudly. I don’t know what to do, what to say, what to ask, or even what to feel. I’ve thought a lot about our conversation on Saturday. It was wonderful to be able to talk with someone about that stuff. Thank you again for the time we spent together. Now that you’re back in Buffalo, we can have more conversations about lots of stuff. Stay strong sweetie, and if you find you need a little help with that, just draw on our strength, because we are all here for you…tap in any time. Bear sends his love. I love you very much, always know that. Aunt Deee Saint Theresa’s Prayer May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be confident knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.
Jax my heart really aches for your latest news. I can’t imagine the thoughts going through your mind, but I can say that my heart skipped a beat due to sadness. At the end of the day we all have a choice to lay down and quit or to put up the best fight of our lives, I know you are very familiar with that fight. I send all of my stenght, love and prayers in hopes that it keeps you smiling and continuing to put up that fight. I am inspired by your strength and stong will and wish you the best on your journey. I am proud of you and as always I BELIEVE in you. Remember I always carry you with me and send all of my love!!!!!!Love, Lindz
<3That’s my whole heart...sending every ounce of courage, perspective, love, energy, faith, hope, determination, and BELIEF. My heart is w/you...along with everyone else’s! The net of love between all these people is huge...lean back into it for a while and let it rejuvenate you...love you.
Hi Jacquie, I have to borrow from my brother and just say “FIGHT”! So simply put and so much the word that comes to mind. To your whole entire family- my heart aches and my stomach hurts for you all, BUT you have so many people with you, by your side, in front of you and behind you each and every step of the way, during good, bad, and just OK moments in this crazy thing that you are going through. So BELIEVE and feel all the crazy things that you feel and move forward one minute and moment at a time. Thinking of you….Love, Sara, Tom, Connor and Elise
Keep on FIGHTING girl!!! Stupid abnormal cells, who invited them? I know you are frustrated, angry, upset, I am too to be honest. KEEP FIGHTING! I love you so much Jacquie Hirsh, you are one incredible person. XOXO
hey there tink, i read the messages and your aunt cheryl said it perfectly. i join all who have written and expressed their feelings.i am feeling even more helpless than i did before. i am angry angry angry and frustrated, but most of all heartbroken for you, your entire family and your loyal and loving friends. as i have said before: stay the course. with love for you all, aunt val
Jacquie, I’m glad you are coming home and can’t wait to see you and your family. To hell with abnormal cells. They will now get a fight from Jacquie Hirsch, her family and all her friends. They don’t stand a chance. I believe and just know better days are coming. After you beat this thing there will be absolutely nothing in your life you won’t be able to conquer. Jim Rusin
i know you are frustrated, disappointed and truthfully pissed off…i think we all are for you! BUT this just gives us more ambition to fight for you and against this cancer! stay strong i know it is gonna be hard to do but you are an incredible person that is showing all of us how to fight for what you want! you can do it we all are here to support you!i love you so much and i guess this is selfish to say but i am glad you are home! my prayers are always with you! love cousin angela
Hey Jax!!! I was sooo excited to see that you had written a second entry! I’m sorry-and frustrated too, about the news of abnormal cells. But-you are coming home!!! And that is fantastic! You have already come so far, and having family and friends closer should only make this process go by faster and easier. I’m praying, and believing everyday for you-hang in there. Stay strong and have a safe and wonderful trip home 🙂
okay, fine. you said we could be frustrated – well here it is. I JUST GOT HOME TO SEE YOU AND YOU GET TO GO HOME TO BUFFALO WHAT THE HECK!?!? i mean i know it’s not under the greatest of circumstances, but you are homeward bound none-the-less. i guess this is okay, though, because now you can be HEALTHY and come visit me in the city. come on jaxx, stop getting 3 steps forward and having to take 3247893428472 steps back.. it is not okay!!! (i know you know it’s not ok. iwas just making sure you knew that IIII idnt think it was ok =]) well, i guess that’s all for now. missing you tons. thinking of you always. -sammmoo
Jacquie my love, My heart is in my throat right now. Thre are no words for me to say, nothing I can say here that will make this anger go away for you. I am so sorry this happened, but now more than ever you have to stay strong and believe that this is your fight, a fight WORTH fighting. You have hundreds of people behind you, supporting you through it all. You are such a beautiful soul, I am so proud of all you have accomplished and how you have battled so far. Please remember how much I, and everyone, loves you, and BELIEVES in you. Never lose that belief jax… I love you so much.
Dear Jacquie — My heart just sunk reading your latest update… Let’s be honest (since you’re so good at it!), this has been one crappy rollercoaster ride. I continue to be so amazed at how you and your family are dealing with the constant highs and lows of fighting such a nasty enemy. But like so many, many people who have been praying and BELIEVING in you, we have no doubt that this crazy ride will end soon and you can just “coast” along on a much more predictable ride like a carousel… We love you and BELIEVE in you — Elise, Marty, Quintin, Aidan, Gabriel & Fiona
Jacqie,Sharon,Torey,TJ, I was reading your newsletter at 12 last night and thinking how thankful and excited you must be to be getting closer to going home. Then Gene called from Md. this morning with your latest update. But the best part is you are at home surrounded by your most precious family and together you can conquer any setback. You are blessed with so many positive friends and family members and we keep you always in our prayers. Love and smiles for you from all the Trosteruds
Dear Jacquie: Welcome Home!!! Once again you brought tears to our eyes as we read your heartfelt messages. We are so happy that you are coming home but at the same time sad to learn about the abnormal cells in your bloodwork. However, we know what a fighter you are and we feel very confident that you will also put this behind you and be on your way to a full and complete recovery. We all look forward to the day that you don’t have to worry everyday about your health. We are praying for you. You are such a special person and deserve all the love and happiness life has to offer. Enjoy your homecoming!! It must feel great to finally be coming back home to the love and support of your wonderful family. You are an amazing in every way. We love you and are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Athena, Alan, Adriana and Stephanie
Jax – This more than stinks. It sucks and it’s not fair. We are all frustrated right along with you and are praying for you everyday. I love you lots and can’t wait for the frustrations and disappointments to pass. They will pass. Keep believing. Believing and loving everyday, xoxoxoxo<3 Sadie
Jacquie- “stink” is a too mild word. Sucks. This really sucks.There are a million things that go through my mind as I read your update, but mostly how unfair it is that truly beautiful, caring people can be the ones who suffer so in their lives…. I could go on and on, but I’m sure it’s all the things you and your wonderful family have been thinking in the past 8 months. So, I will leave you with a quote I saw on another website I visit frequently that follows the progress of children with leukemia: “We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey.” ~Kenji MiyazawaThis isn’t “just a bump”, but your journey is far from over! Our prayers are always with you, as we keep believing. <3
jacquie you are right, it does stink that you are going through this. it must be really hard. however,you have so much courage and are determined to fight this so even though it is hard you will get through it! you have so many people believing in and supporting you and you give us courage and strength to fight those small things that stink in our lives. keep believing and fighting.
We have two options, medically and emotionally: give up, or FIGHT LIKE H*LL. KEEP FIGHTING JACQUIE,WE BELIEVE!!! DON’T STOP FIGHTING!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! WE ARE ALL BEHIND YOU 100% AND EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!!<3 delisha <3
i love you jax! keep fighting, we are all behind you 100%!! You are doing amazing, keep it up!! Miss you, thinking of you always!! WE BELIEVE IN YOU!!! ~amanda~
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Dan says:
May 22, 2008 at 3:35 pm -
Lindsey Cz says:
May 22, 2008 at 3:06 pm -
Hey Jax- I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers will always be with you! I am glad you are back in buffalo with your family! love you and miss you! xoxoxoxox <3 Cz
Krystal says:
May 22, 2008 at 2:09 pm -
Miss Jacquita~ While I am so happy that you are back home close to your family and friends, I’m frustrated that it is not for the initial reasons. Let’s just hope those pesky little abnormal cells don’t get too comfortable because you’ve got way too many things on your agenda to have them get in the way. Congratulations on getting the special award from the SOE— I didn’t even know that they had that. Now knowing, I can’t think of anyone who deserves it more than you. Please know that you and your family continues to be in my thoughts. You WILL get through this and beat this leukemia. You’ve come way too far not to. Take care of yourself and let us know if we can visit you!!! Continue to BELIEVE!!!
Michele & Raphael Feldman says:
May 22, 2008 at 12:29 pm -
Dearest Jacquie, We have been following your journey through Sabrina and this unbelievable website. I want you to know that you have been in our prayers and the the prayers of my church prayer group from the beginning. After hearing of your illness, I decided to participate in the Relay for Life event in our area. I have gotten very involved in the planning and raising money for the event. You have been a great inspiration for me and I am constantly giving our team the updates on your progress. They visit your website often. Our event is being held on May 31st. I would love to come in to see you and your mom (we are so local). We love you and pray for your complete recovery. Lots of love from Michele and Raphael Feldman.
Brina says:
May 22, 2008 at 11:58 am -
Jacquie~ You are such an incredible person. One more bump in the road, but you are so strong and courageous that each day that you fight this, the stronger you are becoming. I admire each day how you know what you need and who you need. The award you won is more than fitting. You are my hero and Im 100% positive that you have inspired so many people. Your strength an optimism shows in everything and Im sure your going to brighten so many peoples day in Roswell. **~Stay Strong Tink!~** <3 Brina
Sara (albuquerque) says:
May 22, 2008 at 11:16 am -
Hi Jacquie, Just a hello to you today!! Keep going, keep fighting, and continue to be beautiful, wonderful you and you will be winning all along the way!!! Your family is incredible in so many unspoken ways; the bond and love you 4 share- shines!! Keep holding tight, all of you. Love, Sara
Cynthia Lindner says:
May 22, 2008 at 11:04 am -
Jacquie, This I know wasn’t the news you or anyone wanted to hear, but you can do this… You have been through so much just keep on fighting Jax!!! I know sometimes it may feel like this is never going to go away but it will you are going to win this battle against ALL. You are a beautiful person inside and out Jacquie, keep on smiling you can beat this!!
Danielle, Matt and Olivia says:
May 22, 2008 at 10:07 am -
We LOVE YOU SO MUCH! We all know you can do this and we are all here for you! Your strength is a constant reminder that you can overcome anything. Cancer has no idea who it’s messing with. Keeping going sweetie and ALWAYS know we are here for you! We LOVE you more than you will ever know! WE ALL BELIEVE!
brooks’ mom says:
May 22, 2008 at 8:46 am -
Hirsch Family!!! I am happy that you are all together…I know that the fight will be easier with more hands to hold! GO! FIGHT! WIN! Jacquie!!! hugs & prayers Lynn and family
Casey Stiokas says:
May 22, 2008 at 8:39 am -
Jax, I cried so hard at the SOE graduation when they read that you were getting that award, and it could not have gone to anyone more deserving, and you will be back at School #42 with a new round of little terrors that you cannot help but love. Although this majorly sucks Jax, we know you have the strength to do this and We Believe. For some unknown reason, God decided to test you, and he knew you would have the will and the strength to kick this thing in the butt. Keep up the fight, you’ll show cancer who is boss, I have no doubt. God Bless, Casey
corey says:
May 22, 2008 at 8:38 am -
hi jackie, we got up late today andmy mom said i could send you this before i left. I am happy you are home. I want everyone who reads this to clap for you real loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and send you claps!You are doing a good job.I will keep claping until you areall better.Love, Corey
Dan Kelley says:
May 22, 2008 at 8:18 am -
Dear Jacquie, I teach at Will. East and I know your Mom and Dad. I have been reading your story and your day to day events. It is just GREAT to read how positive you are. Keep fighting the fight. The love and support of your family and friends is very important and they are all fighting with you. I did read that you are going home. I have 4 Buffalo Bisons tickets for Friday May 30, 2008 and you are wecome to them. I hope the weather is better and you can get outside and enjoy a game. Just call me at school 626-8423 or 626-8445. My prayers are with you and your family……… Always keep laughing and stay positive. Dan ~
Casey says:
May 22, 2008 at 12:51 am -
Jax!!!! I just want you to know how much I love youuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!
alicia says:
May 22, 2008 at 12:00 am -
YOUCANDOTHIS!!WEALLBELIEVE!!!!!I love you so much, I’ll be back in Blo in a little over a week and as long as you’re feeling up to it, will be coming for many a visit at Roswell!!!! You can do this, there is no doubt in my mind. WE BELIEVE<3 delisha <3
Colleen Adam says:
May 21, 2008 at 11:38 pm -
hey jax! I haven’t sent you a message in a while but I’ve been thinking about you and reading your updates every day!!! I can definatley understand frustration and this does suck, but…you still get to go home and we all know that you will continue being strong and great because you are the most amazing person I know!!! If you ever have time/feel up to visitors you better tell me because a little birdie said your new house is within walking distance from mine ;)…Love you and miss you and believing in you ALWAYS!!! <3, Col
Missy says:
May 21, 2008 at 11:19 pm -
Hi Jacquie, The only thing that keeps coming to mind is, its not fair!!! Nothing, None of it!!!! You have gone through so much,have been so brave, so strong. You have every right to feel any way you want. I am sending you all my strength through prayers to keep fighting. Your Mom ,Dad, and T.J.too are always in my prayers. BELIEVING Missy
Melissa Lewis says:
May 21, 2008 at 11:08 pm -
Hi Jax! So your right this really stinks, no as everyone else has said this more than stinks, it sucks. I’m sure you are frustrated and angry and more emotions than any of us know. Just know you have sooo many people behind you, believing and praying for you. You are always in my thoughts, I’m sending all my love, support, and strength your way!Loving and believing always,Melissa
Annette, Keith & Collin says:
May 21, 2008 at 10:58 pm -
Hi Jacquie, We are so sorry to hear about your “bump in the road”. But that’s all it is. Are so glad you’re home, how nice it is to sleep in your own bed again!! I bet Shelby has missed you too. We believe you will get over this. Hopefully your mom, dad and TJ are trying to keep up on their sleep and their strength too. Will keep praying for all of you, Love the Trosterud’s
Phil says:
May 21, 2008 at 10:32 pm -
Hey Jacquie – Just wanted to say that I’m thinking about you. Stay strong through all of this. You’ll get through it. I believe. – Phil Szrama
KJL says:
May 21, 2008 at 10:09 pm -
Jacquie, I have been following your progress ever since early this year, I noticed a posting of you at the custom car show in Buffalo and could not even imagine how I would even handle the same situation but You and your family have showed us all! You had some very difficult times, you are truely a strong person and please continue that strength! Dont let frustration overcome your positive. I to have prayers every day for you and I too Believe!!!! Well, please be strong and everybody BELIEVE!!!!
amanda cavarella says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:28 pm -
I love you Jacquie!! Never stop believing. You will get through these hard times, WE ALL BELIEVE IN YOU!! I am so sorry you have to go through this, It’s not fair. You are a special person and I know your strength and determination will help you fight through this. You always do! Keep up that positive attitute. I miss you Jax, I can’t wait to see you! You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Love you lots, Amanda “WE BELIEVE”
Karen Gaudy (Allison’s mom) says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:28 pm -
Hi Jacquie, I just want to let you know you are truely an inspiration to everyone that is following your journey. This is the part of the journey where when you look back at the footsteps in the sand you will only see one set, for God is carrying you and he won’t let you down. We are all praying and believing. God bless. Karen O’Brien Gaudy
Vince says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:25 pm -
Mel Cook says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:22 pm -
Jacquita, Welcome home! I bet you thought it would be warm when you returned to Buffalo…… Ive learned its never warm here. Like everyone else when I read your latest message my heart sank. I’ve been trying to think of the right thing to say but I got nothin…So just know that like me, there are hundreds if not thousands of people out there thinking about ya and praying for ya. So when you feel crappy about stuff let us all carry you. Love you and always thinkin about you. Mel
Willem says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:19 pm -
Moo says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:35 pm -
AAAAHHHHHHH!!! There…I said it! I hate cancer! I hate that this is happening to YOU! YOU DON’T DESERVE ANY OF THIS!!! Why? It’s not fair! I’m so upset and angry. I can’t even come to imagine how frustraterd you must feel?! I am so sorry! If I can help in any way, shape, or form, you just let me know. I’m here for you and for the family. I love you all soooo much. Please promise me one thing….you WILL continue to fight this and beat it!! We are here for you to see you through this thing ’til the end!! Stay as strong as I know you can be. I think that being home is really going to help. We ALL Believe in you. Now it’s really time to kick the you-know-what out of this stupid cancer once and for all!!! I can’t wait to see you. Love you lots and I’m sorry if I was a little harsh in the beginning of this. But I think you know how I feel, and then some…
Kerri says:
May 21, 2008 at 6:17 pm -
Hey Jax! You’re right, we’re all pissed off and frustrated just as much as you are! I saw you in NYC not even a week ago and you looked sooo good! In a way that reassures me that you’re mentally and physically strong enough to fight this! I know you fought so hard these past 8 months and did everything the doctors said, plus more. It totally sucks that this happened but at least you’re fighting this battle at home, where you have all of WNY fighting it with you! We support you 110% and you are teaching us all how to stay so strong! I love you and I KNOW you are going to beat this! Stay strong sweetheart and know that we’re all here for you if you need anything!!! I love you!!!
Aunt Deee says:
May 21, 2008 at 5:53 pm -
My Jacquie… This doesn’t just stink, it really sucks. I’m angry, frustrated, scared, really pissed and just plain Really PISSED! In case you can’t tell, I’m yelling very loudly. I don’t know what to do, what to say, what to ask, or even what to feel. I’ve thought a lot about our conversation on Saturday. It was wonderful to be able to talk with someone about that stuff. Thank you again for the time we spent together. Now that you’re back in Buffalo, we can have more conversations about lots of stuff. Stay strong sweetie, and if you find you need a little help with that, just draw on our strength, because we are all here for you…tap in any time. Bear sends his love. I love you very much, always know that. Aunt Deee Saint Theresa’s Prayer May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be confident knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.
Lindsey Fial says:
May 21, 2008 at 5:13 pm -
Jax my heart really aches for your latest news. I can’t imagine the thoughts going through your mind, but I can say that my heart skipped a beat due to sadness. At the end of the day we all have a choice to lay down and quit or to put up the best fight of our lives, I know you are very familiar with that fight. I send all of my stenght, love and prayers in hopes that it keeps you smiling and continuing to put up that fight. I am inspired by your strength and stong will and wish you the best on your journey. I am proud of you and as always I BELIEVE in you. Remember I always carry you with me and send all of my love!!!!!!Love, Lindz
Ashley K says:
May 21, 2008 at 4:28 pm -
<3That’s my whole heart...sending every ounce of courage, perspective, love, energy, faith, hope, determination, and BELIEF. My heart is w/you...along with everyone else’s! The net of love between all these people is huge...lean back into it for a while and let it rejuvenate you...love you.
Sara (albuquerque) says:
May 21, 2008 at 3:42 pm -
Hi Jacquie, I have to borrow from my brother and just say “FIGHT”! So simply put and so much the word that comes to mind. To your whole entire family- my heart aches and my stomach hurts for you all, BUT you have so many people with you, by your side, in front of you and behind you each and every step of the way, during good, bad, and just OK moments in this crazy thing that you are going through. So BELIEVE and feel all the crazy things that you feel and move forward one minute and moment at a time. Thinking of you….Love, Sara, Tom, Connor and Elise
Sarah Batson says:
May 21, 2008 at 3:09 pm -
Keep on FIGHTING girl!!! Stupid abnormal cells, who invited them? I know you are frustrated, angry, upset, I am too to be honest. KEEP FIGHTING! I love you so much Jacquie Hirsh, you are one incredible person. XOXO
aunt val says:
May 21, 2008 at 1:59 pm -
hey there tink, i read the messages and your aunt cheryl said it perfectly. i join all who have written and expressed their feelings.i am feeling even more helpless than i did before. i am angry angry angry and frustrated, but most of all heartbroken for you, your entire family and your loyal and loving friends. as i have said before: stay the course. with love for you all, aunt val
Jim Rusin says:
May 21, 2008 at 1:33 pm -
Jacquie, I’m glad you are coming home and can’t wait to see you and your family. To hell with abnormal cells. They will now get a fight from Jacquie Hirsch, her family and all her friends. They don’t stand a chance. I believe and just know better days are coming. After you beat this thing there will be absolutely nothing in your life you won’t be able to conquer. Jim Rusin
Angela says:
May 21, 2008 at 12:03 pm -
i know you are frustrated, disappointed and truthfully pissed off…i think we all are for you! BUT this just gives us more ambition to fight for you and against this cancer! stay strong i know it is gonna be hard to do but you are an incredible person that is showing all of us how to fight for what you want! you can do it we all are here to support you!i love you so much and i guess this is selfish to say but i am glad you are home! my prayers are always with you! love cousin angela
Allison Gaudy says:
May 21, 2008 at 12:00 pm -
Hey Jax!!! I was sooo excited to see that you had written a second entry! I’m sorry-and frustrated too, about the news of abnormal cells. But-you are coming home!!! And that is fantastic! You have already come so far, and having family and friends closer should only make this process go by faster and easier. I’m praying, and believing everyday for you-hang in there. Stay strong and have a safe and wonderful trip home 🙂
the little one says:
May 21, 2008 at 11:32 am -
okay, fine. you said we could be frustrated – well here it is. I JUST GOT HOME TO SEE YOU AND YOU GET TO GO HOME TO BUFFALO WHAT THE HECK!?!? i mean i know it’s not under the greatest of circumstances, but you are homeward bound none-the-less. i guess this is okay, though, because now you can be HEALTHY and come visit me in the city. come on jaxx, stop getting 3 steps forward and having to take 3247893428472 steps back.. it is not okay!!! (i know you know it’s not ok. iwas just making sure you knew that IIII idnt think it was ok =]) well, i guess that’s all for now. missing you tons. thinking of you always. -sammmoo
Caroline says:
May 21, 2008 at 11:31 am -
Jacquie my love, My heart is in my throat right now. Thre are no words for me to say, nothing I can say here that will make this anger go away for you. I am so sorry this happened, but now more than ever you have to stay strong and believe that this is your fight, a fight WORTH fighting. You have hundreds of people behind you, supporting you through it all. You are such a beautiful soul, I am so proud of all you have accomplished and how you have battled so far. Please remember how much I, and everyone, loves you, and BELIEVES in you. Never lose that belief jax… I love you so much.
Cusack Family says:
May 21, 2008 at 10:42 am -
Dear Jacquie — My heart just sunk reading your latest update… Let’s be honest (since you’re so good at it!), this has been one crappy rollercoaster ride. I continue to be so amazed at how you and your family are dealing with the constant highs and lows of fighting such a nasty enemy. But like so many, many people who have been praying and BELIEVING in you, we have no doubt that this crazy ride will end soon and you can just “coast” along on a much more predictable ride like a carousel… We love you and BELIEVE in you — Elise, Marty, Quintin, Aidan, Gabriel & Fiona
Jen Ramsey says:
May 21, 2008 at 10:33 am -
The best way out is always through. -Robert FrostKeep on pushing through and staying strong. We believe!<3 Jen
Marcia says:
May 21, 2008 at 9:10 am -
Jacqie,Sharon,Torey,TJ, I was reading your newsletter at 12 last night and thinking how thankful and excited you must be to be getting closer to going home. Then Gene called from Md. this morning with your latest update. But the best part is you are at home surrounded by your most precious family and together you can conquer any setback. You are blessed with so many positive friends and family members and we keep you always in our prayers. Love and smiles for you from all the Trosteruds
Meholick Family says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:48 am -
Dear Jacquie: Welcome Home!!! Once again you brought tears to our eyes as we read your heartfelt messages. We are so happy that you are coming home but at the same time sad to learn about the abnormal cells in your bloodwork. However, we know what a fighter you are and we feel very confident that you will also put this behind you and be on your way to a full and complete recovery. We all look forward to the day that you don’t have to worry everyday about your health. We are praying for you. You are such a special person and deserve all the love and happiness life has to offer. Enjoy your homecoming!! It must feel great to finally be coming back home to the love and support of your wonderful family. You are an amazing in every way. We love you and are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Athena, Alan, Adriana and Stephanie
Sadie says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:28 am -
Jax – This more than stinks. It sucks and it’s not fair. We are all frustrated right along with you and are praying for you everyday. I love you lots and can’t wait for the frustrations and disappointments to pass. They will pass. Keep believing. Believing and loving everyday, xoxoxoxo<3 Sadie
Lynn (Brooks’ mom) says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:26 am -
Jacquie! I will say louder & longer prayers for you! Keep up your brave fight!!! Always thinking about you!! Lynn(Brooks’ mom)
colleen dressel says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:25 am -
Jacquie- “stink” is a too mild word. Sucks. This really sucks.There are a million things that go through my mind as I read your update, but mostly how unfair it is that truly beautiful, caring people can be the ones who suffer so in their lives…. I could go on and on, but I’m sure it’s all the things you and your wonderful family have been thinking in the past 8 months. So, I will leave you with a quote I saw on another website I visit frequently that follows the progress of children with leukemia: “We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey.” ~Kenji MiyazawaThis isn’t “just a bump”, but your journey is far from over! Our prayers are always with you, as we keep believing. <3
Aunt Sheryl says:
May 21, 2008 at 8:11 am -
THIS REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, STINKS!!!!!!!
erica says:
May 21, 2008 at 7:31 am -
jacquie you are right, it does stink that you are going through this. it must be really hard. however,you have so much courage and are determined to fight this so even though it is hard you will get through it! you have so many people believing in and supporting you and you give us courage and strength to fight those small things that stink in our lives. keep believing and fighting.
alicia says:
May 21, 2008 at 12:12 am -
We have two options, medically and emotionally: give up, or FIGHT LIKE H*LL. KEEP FIGHTING JACQUIE,WE BELIEVE!!! DON’T STOP FIGHTING!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! WE ARE ALL BEHIND YOU 100% AND EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!!<3 delisha <3
shannon b says:
May 20, 2008 at 9:49 pm -
hey woman, i just wanted to tell you im thinking about you, and just wanted to say hi!
amanda cavarella says:
May 20, 2008 at 7:18 pm -
i love you jax! keep fighting, we are all behind you 100%!! You are doing amazing, keep it up!! Miss you, thinking of you always!! WE BELIEVE IN YOU!!! ~amanda~